WOW!
Oh man has this week been busy. I had two projects to work on that were due on the same day actually they were due today. A side from all the worrying I think we did really well. Our history teacher said we had the best project he has seen this year so I suppose we are in good shape. Our English teacher said that we got all 10, which is also really good. That is one HUGE STRESS lifted from my mind.
In other news inductions are tomorrow. I am so nervous. I know they make you do crazy things and all, but I am not sure I want them to do nutty stuff to me. I am a bit afraid. Oh well that’s life I suppose.
I know that I have been saying how much I don't want school to end but I am really starting to reconsider that opinion. I have been so stressed the past few weeks that I am sort of looking forward to the end of school. This way next year I can just have a whole new beginning. Maybe by then I will be completely over Robert and everything else that happened this year. I feel that I let everyone down. I just had so much to do that it was impossible to please everyone. My mother was really no help at all either. She just doesn’t understand the commitments that I make are important to me. I really just hope that the summer washes away all the bad things and I could just start over with everyone forgiving me. Next year I am going to make it my goal not to let anyone down. That does however mean saying no every once in a while. I guess my parents were right you just can’t do everything no matter how hard you try. I just wish this year could be forgotten. Next school year things are going to be different. I hope? Because I just don’t think I could take another year like this. I guess I have a lot to think about don’t I?
~later~
In other news inductions are tomorrow. I am so nervous. I know they make you do crazy things and all, but I am not sure I want them to do nutty stuff to me. I am a bit afraid. Oh well that’s life I suppose.
I know that I have been saying how much I don't want school to end but I am really starting to reconsider that opinion. I have been so stressed the past few weeks that I am sort of looking forward to the end of school. This way next year I can just have a whole new beginning. Maybe by then I will be completely over Robert and everything else that happened this year. I feel that I let everyone down. I just had so much to do that it was impossible to please everyone. My mother was really no help at all either. She just doesn’t understand the commitments that I make are important to me. I really just hope that the summer washes away all the bad things and I could just start over with everyone forgiving me. Next year I am going to make it my goal not to let anyone down. That does however mean saying no every once in a while. I guess my parents were right you just can’t do everything no matter how hard you try. I just wish this year could be forgotten. Next school year things are going to be different. I hope? Because I just don’t think I could take another year like this. I guess I have a lot to think about don’t I?
~later~