Jul 31, 2005 12:18
so my boyfriend left me for a week, yes a week
the longest we've ever been apart
so i already miss him, specially since i fuct things up last night
which btw baby im so sorry about <33
i really dont deserve such a wonderful boyfriend,
but i love him, i do, and im the luckiest person in the world.
so fuck off if you think your going to break us up,
or even change our relationship- it will never happen
friday was an amazing day/night.
its hard to be in a bad mood with alex anymore
so we hung around for a while- then went to bowers
had an interesting talk with sam,
and just had a gooood time altogether. :)
we wont go into anything else,
but that was the most amazing morning of my life
i could really get used to that <33
yesterday was kinda dumb,
everyone was tired from the night before
and alex had things to do and shit so we left early.
i hated saying goodbye AGAIN,
knowing i wont see him for a week.
after i got home, things got bad :(
and its my fault- i ruined everything but
what can ya do? i just have to make it up to him..
i really dont like going from
an amazing night- to one as bad as last night
oh well im already counting down the hours...