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"I get along without you very well,
of course I do,
Except perhaps in spring,
But I should never think of spring,
for that would surely break my heart in two"
Last night was one of the best nights I've had in a long time. It was just Allie and I, we made dinner together [mac & cheese and chicken nuggets], sat at the table and talked, then cleaned the house and put up some Christmas directions. We enjoyed each other's company and for the first time in a long time, I let all my worries slip out of my mind, I didn't feel the need to get high, I just enjoyed the moment and it was freeing. Sometimes I feel so lost, I feel like I'm drowning, but knowing I will ALWAYS have her makes me feel like everything really will be ok. I feel a transformation coming on.
of course I do,
Except perhaps in spring,
But I should never think of spring,
for that would surely break my heart in two"
Last night was one of the best nights I've had in a long time. It was just Allie and I, we made dinner together [mac & cheese and chicken nuggets], sat at the table and talked, then cleaned the house and put up some Christmas directions. We enjoyed each other's company and for the first time in a long time, I let all my worries slip out of my mind, I didn't feel the need to get high, I just enjoyed the moment and it was freeing. Sometimes I feel so lost, I feel like I'm drowning, but knowing I will ALWAYS have her makes me feel like everything really will be ok. I feel a transformation coming on.