hohum...bordem.
Okay...I just finished the first half of my Marketing Midterm and now I have an hour to spare before I have to start the 8 essay portion. I'm a little neervous about that part, but I only left one blank and made 3 educated guesses so even if I get 1/2 credit (which I'll hopefully do better than that ) on all the essays, I'll end up with somewhere around an 80...give or take two points.
After that, I'll be done for the day and me, Kim, Rachel and Ashley are going out for our annual exam week brunch. That always provides for some fun times!! I'm so excited I get to go home early and all the rest of this week I'll be home by 9:30. Yay for sleep. Haha. I have Friday off too because it's the make-up exam day so that's very happy news. It makes me want to go somewhere like the beach. If only it wasn't 16 degrees outside. Damn New England!! One day is it 51 out and then the next it is 20! Literally. Not cool at all.
I've never relly gone into a lot of detail on my LiveJournal. However, I feel like this time it's the only place I can turn to. Read on...but be gentle.
Ummm. I have to go to Fitness Zone tonight. For the first time ever in over a year I really wish that I could take the aerobics class instead of working with Craig tonight. Not like I would get much out of the class, but still. Don't get me wrong, I love being able to work with him, it's just that lately I feel like there's a huge gap in our communication. I was doing pretty well when I wen last Thursday, but something just didn't seem right. So, when I got home, I was taling to Melissa and I realized that sometimes I just feel like more of a project than a person and I don't exactly know why or what has made me feel that way. So, I e-mailed after and pretty much poured the entire thing out to him. I wasn't saying that he personlly has done anything to make this come about. Just tht I need his help figuring out where to go from here. I got nothing in return. Not even an acknowledgement that he read it. I know he is very busy and everything but I think this is something serious that we need to address before I can continue with goals that may not be the right ones and that aren't making me feel good about myself at all. The thing is, if he hasn't read it and doesn't bring it up to me tonight, chances are I won't hve the courge to say anything to him about what I'm even feeling. I shouldn't be feeling the way that I do. He'll think I"m like insane or something. He keeps thinking that the more he says he's going to get "more mean" the harder I will work when, in reality, it just mkes me want to stop working to see how far he will really go or if it's just all talk. I just don't know what the hell to do.
I better get my mind off of this and go review the essay topics.