Mar 18, 2004 09:24
yea well last night i played cards with the guys and amanda was with me.. yes one of those guys was Ryan.. i dont like this feeling at all.. knowing hes not mine anymore.. its just to weird..its def. going to take sometime to get over him.. but in that time im going to have to distract myself from him with everything else.. i feel so weak :/
overall it was a good night! :)