satisfaction is hard to obtain these days
my birthday went pretty well. i ended up not having to work. cause Donna was very nice and volunteered to cover for me. :)
i went to elephant bar with my family. it was nice having everyone there. who knows next birthday, i bet someone will be married. i was thinking about that while enjoying their company.
jeremy young and i went down to nathan's to get my tattoo done. the guy was such a jerk though, and i really didn't feel good about doing it. so eh. then we went to valencia. into borders then BJ's/ j yo's friend andrew joined us. lots of laughter and good conversation. it was fun. i got java and jazz twice.. yess. when its your birthday you can do that if you want to :)
i just got back from the norma jean/unearth/ atreyu show.
i interviewed trevor, vocalist of unearth. i was a little nervous, only because it was different talking to someone knowing it's being audiotaped. and that people will read it later. he's a nice guy. i didn't like his look but he really has a nice face. haha that sounds so lame but hey i'm really tired.
norma jean is not nearly as good with their new singer. ugh. i met all of them minus one guitarist. nice guys. i got an awesome shirt too.
i called adam to go eat with me when i was on the way home. he said he was at andrew's practice, which is also greg's band. ugh. awkward. but i stopped by clearsound anyway. he didn't even really look at me. i wonder what it is that i did or said. to make him so anti melissa. it's pathetic really. immature i guess. i'm fucking 20 years old, come on now. you can just tell me.
anyways, after a show like that i just feel like lying in bed with some nice mellow music on and someone great to snuggle. the show was harsh and the people were all strangers.
i smell like cigarettes from all the people smoking around me. and the funny thing is. i realized the smell is comforting. ugh. ew. it's just because it reminds me. of a good hug. or of him. bleh.
i need to stop. stop falling so fast. if only i could get my heart to shrink down a few sizes.
i went to elephant bar with my family. it was nice having everyone there. who knows next birthday, i bet someone will be married. i was thinking about that while enjoying their company.
jeremy young and i went down to nathan's to get my tattoo done. the guy was such a jerk though, and i really didn't feel good about doing it. so eh. then we went to valencia. into borders then BJ's/ j yo's friend andrew joined us. lots of laughter and good conversation. it was fun. i got java and jazz twice.. yess. when its your birthday you can do that if you want to :)
i just got back from the norma jean/unearth/ atreyu show.
i interviewed trevor, vocalist of unearth. i was a little nervous, only because it was different talking to someone knowing it's being audiotaped. and that people will read it later. he's a nice guy. i didn't like his look but he really has a nice face. haha that sounds so lame but hey i'm really tired.
norma jean is not nearly as good with their new singer. ugh. i met all of them minus one guitarist. nice guys. i got an awesome shirt too.
i called adam to go eat with me when i was on the way home. he said he was at andrew's practice, which is also greg's band. ugh. awkward. but i stopped by clearsound anyway. he didn't even really look at me. i wonder what it is that i did or said. to make him so anti melissa. it's pathetic really. immature i guess. i'm fucking 20 years old, come on now. you can just tell me.
anyways, after a show like that i just feel like lying in bed with some nice mellow music on and someone great to snuggle. the show was harsh and the people were all strangers.
i smell like cigarettes from all the people smoking around me. and the funny thing is. i realized the smell is comforting. ugh. ew. it's just because it reminds me. of a good hug. or of him. bleh.
i need to stop. stop falling so fast. if only i could get my heart to shrink down a few sizes.