Frail Wings (2/?)
Title: Frail Wings (2/?)
Author: train1332
Fandom: DBSK
Pairing: Yunho/Changmin (H-H-Homin desu!)
Genre: angst, romance
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Changmin is different than the others, but Yunho wouldn't have him in any other way.
Chapters: 01 |
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Yunho was getting worried when Changmin didn't pick up his call that night, but he decided to let it go for this once, because Yunho thought that Changmin may be studying. But he just didn't know how wrong he was.
Changmin had always been independent, he just wasn't the type of person that ask help from people. That was why he didn't want to tell Yunho about his little incident. He chose to go to this side of town himself, he wasn't about to whine and tell Yunho about something like that.
So he didn't.
Changmin limped home after the 3 left him there, cold, hurt, and battered on the pavement. He didn't cry though, he promised himself that he wouldn't, he wouldn't cry unless it was out of happiness. He promised.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Yunho woke up one day with nervousness laced in the pit of his stomach. He went down for breakfast and found his father, seated with a girl beside him. He admitted that the girl was pretty, with long eyelashes and a perfect smooth face.
“AH! Yunho-ah!” his father suddenly stood up after finally acknowledging his presence in the room.
“Yes father?”
“I want you to meet Kim EunSook, I've prepared everything for the both of you, you just have to get to know each other a bit more and everything will be set into place.” his father held that aura, that proud aura where he was going to be very happy about something that Yunho WILL absolutely hate.
Yunho greeted her politely, just like how his father had taught him. EunSook smiled at him and greeted him back just as politely, Yunho figured that the girl also came from a fine line of family.
The Kims produced proud heirs with beautiful outstanding wings, most of them were pure white with a perfect size and power.
“...father, may I ask what is the purpose of inviting Eunsook-sshi?” Yunho asked after he sat down right beside his father.
“she, is your fiance.” The elder said, and Yunho thought it was the end of the world.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Changmin whimpered againts his pillow as sweat rolled down his temple. After the incident, Changmin hadn't been sleeping too well, always woken up by pictures of the past that went away a short while after he started going out with Yunho.
Changmin screamed as his eyes opened wide, he hugged himself and tried very hard not to cry. He missed Yunho, he needed him so much, and yet he wasn't there. So he crawled to where his phone is and dialed Yunho's number.
“Hello?” Yunho answered, voice rough with sleep.
“..Y-yunho?” Changmin tried to not sound so tired and scared, but he failed, obviously.
“Changmin? What's wrong?”
“...nothing..I just...I-I..I miss you..”
“..aww baby, don't worry, you know that I love you right?”
“...yeah..I do..I love you too yunho-yah..”
“I will visit you as soon as I can okay? I'll come for you, wait for me okay?”
“...i will...i will..”
“...Changmin?”
“hmm?”
“Sing for me? I miss your voice.”
“ahahah, are you sure Yunho-yah?”
“of course, sing for me Min-ah, please..”
And he sang, until there was nothing heard but the sound of soft snores and breathing from his now asleep lover.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Changmin went through his daily routine, though with the usual mocking, beatings, and inappropriate treatings. But he was fine with it as long as Yunho wouldn't find out.
Their phone calls kept going and Changmin loved every second he heard his lover's voice behind the line.
“...hey Yunho-yah.”
“Hey Min-ah, I miss you today..how was school?”
It was always like that, Yunho listened to Changmin story and Changmin would listen to his. It was a habit, a lovingly habit.
Though recently, they ended the conversation differently, it was always the exchange of I love you's over the phone, now..
“...You're tired Yunho-yah...”
“...yeah, a little..” Yunho smiled a little over the phone.
“you should sleep, okay?”
“...okay.”
“I love you Yunho-yah..”
“..oh, yeah, okay, good night to you too min-ah.”
As soon as the line went dead, there were so many thoughts flying inside Changmin's head, many conclusions were popping out.
'Maybe Yunho got bored of me...m-maybe he already got someone who's better than me...and maybe he just realised how weak and useless I really am, maybe he hates me now...I-I love him so much, oh God don't take him away from me...I w-wouldn't be able to take it.' Changmin trembled at the thoughts and decided to rest finally.
When he slept, his only thought were on Yunho, and he couldn't concentrate on his lessons anymore. He would wonder about what yunho was doing at the time, did yunho miss his cooking or some other random things about Yunho.
Though a few months after, Yunho stopped calling Changmin at nights, and that was when the younger got really worried. He thought that maybe something happened to Yunho, or maybe Yunho was sick.
So he decided that he was going to be the one who called Yunho,
“..hello?”
“..Y-Yunho?”
“Min?”
“...is there something wrong?”
“no.NO.”
“...then? Is there something wrong with me?”
“...no Min-ah, you-you're perfect...it's me.”
“why? What's wrong? Tell me Yunho...I-I need, no. I want to know..”
“Min-ah, i'm getting married tomorrow. I'm so-sorry but-”
That single sentence was enough to make Changmin dropped the phone and curled into a small ball to cry and weep for the different kind of pain than the usual one he usually received.
Heartache.
It was so much worse that physical pain and flesh wounds, so much much worse.
But Changmin rose to his feet, if he took the train he woudn't be able to make it to Yunho's wedding day, and then there was only one solution now.
He had to fly.
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A/N: BAD chapter, really really BAD. :(
Author: train1332
Fandom: DBSK
Pairing: Yunho/Changmin (H-H-Homin desu!)
Genre: angst, romance
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Changmin is different than the others, but Yunho wouldn't have him in any other way.
Chapters: 01 |
--
Yunho was getting worried when Changmin didn't pick up his call that night, but he decided to let it go for this once, because Yunho thought that Changmin may be studying. But he just didn't know how wrong he was.
Changmin had always been independent, he just wasn't the type of person that ask help from people. That was why he didn't want to tell Yunho about his little incident. He chose to go to this side of town himself, he wasn't about to whine and tell Yunho about something like that.
So he didn't.
Changmin limped home after the 3 left him there, cold, hurt, and battered on the pavement. He didn't cry though, he promised himself that he wouldn't, he wouldn't cry unless it was out of happiness. He promised.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Yunho woke up one day with nervousness laced in the pit of his stomach. He went down for breakfast and found his father, seated with a girl beside him. He admitted that the girl was pretty, with long eyelashes and a perfect smooth face.
“AH! Yunho-ah!” his father suddenly stood up after finally acknowledging his presence in the room.
“Yes father?”
“I want you to meet Kim EunSook, I've prepared everything for the both of you, you just have to get to know each other a bit more and everything will be set into place.” his father held that aura, that proud aura where he was going to be very happy about something that Yunho WILL absolutely hate.
Yunho greeted her politely, just like how his father had taught him. EunSook smiled at him and greeted him back just as politely, Yunho figured that the girl also came from a fine line of family.
The Kims produced proud heirs with beautiful outstanding wings, most of them were pure white with a perfect size and power.
“...father, may I ask what is the purpose of inviting Eunsook-sshi?” Yunho asked after he sat down right beside his father.
“she, is your fiance.” The elder said, and Yunho thought it was the end of the world.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Changmin whimpered againts his pillow as sweat rolled down his temple. After the incident, Changmin hadn't been sleeping too well, always woken up by pictures of the past that went away a short while after he started going out with Yunho.
Changmin screamed as his eyes opened wide, he hugged himself and tried very hard not to cry. He missed Yunho, he needed him so much, and yet he wasn't there. So he crawled to where his phone is and dialed Yunho's number.
“Hello?” Yunho answered, voice rough with sleep.
“..Y-yunho?” Changmin tried to not sound so tired and scared, but he failed, obviously.
“Changmin? What's wrong?”
“...nothing..I just...I-I..I miss you..”
“..aww baby, don't worry, you know that I love you right?”
“...yeah..I do..I love you too yunho-yah..”
“I will visit you as soon as I can okay? I'll come for you, wait for me okay?”
“...i will...i will..”
“...Changmin?”
“hmm?”
“Sing for me? I miss your voice.”
“ahahah, are you sure Yunho-yah?”
“of course, sing for me Min-ah, please..”
And he sang, until there was nothing heard but the sound of soft snores and breathing from his now asleep lover.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ⊹ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Changmin went through his daily routine, though with the usual mocking, beatings, and inappropriate treatings. But he was fine with it as long as Yunho wouldn't find out.
Their phone calls kept going and Changmin loved every second he heard his lover's voice behind the line.
“...hey Yunho-yah.”
“Hey Min-ah, I miss you today..how was school?”
It was always like that, Yunho listened to Changmin story and Changmin would listen to his. It was a habit, a lovingly habit.
Though recently, they ended the conversation differently, it was always the exchange of I love you's over the phone, now..
“...You're tired Yunho-yah...”
“...yeah, a little..” Yunho smiled a little over the phone.
“you should sleep, okay?”
“...okay.”
“I love you Yunho-yah..”
“..oh, yeah, okay, good night to you too min-ah.”
As soon as the line went dead, there were so many thoughts flying inside Changmin's head, many conclusions were popping out.
'Maybe Yunho got bored of me...m-maybe he already got someone who's better than me...and maybe he just realised how weak and useless I really am, maybe he hates me now...I-I love him so much, oh God don't take him away from me...I w-wouldn't be able to take it.' Changmin trembled at the thoughts and decided to rest finally.
When he slept, his only thought were on Yunho, and he couldn't concentrate on his lessons anymore. He would wonder about what yunho was doing at the time, did yunho miss his cooking or some other random things about Yunho.
Though a few months after, Yunho stopped calling Changmin at nights, and that was when the younger got really worried. He thought that maybe something happened to Yunho, or maybe Yunho was sick.
So he decided that he was going to be the one who called Yunho,
“..hello?”
“..Y-Yunho?”
“Min?”
“...is there something wrong?”
“no.NO.”
“...then? Is there something wrong with me?”
“...no Min-ah, you-you're perfect...it's me.”
“why? What's wrong? Tell me Yunho...I-I need, no. I want to know..”
“Min-ah, i'm getting married tomorrow. I'm so-sorry but-”
That single sentence was enough to make Changmin dropped the phone and curled into a small ball to cry and weep for the different kind of pain than the usual one he usually received.
Heartache.
It was so much worse that physical pain and flesh wounds, so much much worse.
But Changmin rose to his feet, if he took the train he woudn't be able to make it to Yunho's wedding day, and then there was only one solution now.
He had to fly.
-
A/N: BAD chapter, really really BAD. :(