feeling low i guess
I was at work again today feeling really low. I was quiet all day and most people said I looked really pale and should be at home. Ok yeah my torn muscle was giving me twinges, but I was just really feeling low because its so stupid. A torn muscle and im like not able to do anything and in pain and stuff. Its so ridiculous.
Its hitting me that I only have 1 more week digging and then I will have to go back into the office doing my lab work, which is fine, I really enjoy it and love my job, but it is the social interaction that I am really going to miss most of all. The people there have been so lovely and yes I can keep in touch with them all and that’s not a problem, it’s the fact that I wont have that interaction on a day to day basis.
The thing is the immediate thing that I know will come to mind if I discuss this with anyone at home is that I should move back to London and get a job there. I don’t want that though. I am happy with my job and I love Ireland.
Aaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr im so fed up
Its hitting me that I only have 1 more week digging and then I will have to go back into the office doing my lab work, which is fine, I really enjoy it and love my job, but it is the social interaction that I am really going to miss most of all. The people there have been so lovely and yes I can keep in touch with them all and that’s not a problem, it’s the fact that I wont have that interaction on a day to day basis.
The thing is the immediate thing that I know will come to mind if I discuss this with anyone at home is that I should move back to London and get a job there. I don’t want that though. I am happy with my job and I love Ireland.
Aaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr im so fed up