Keeping Company
I haven't updated in a while. I don't know if I've said this before, but I recognize the trend that I only write when something is on my mind. I guess that's what journals are for, but if anyone reads this to keep up on what's happening in my life, then I imagine that they must be rather frustrated.
I'm having trouble sleeping again. I guess that's why I'm writing this time. I keep asking myself if I'm lonely, but the answer is always the same - no. I am, however, very discontent. I got a few large projects done this week, but that doesn't seem to have registered with my brain. And it's not like classes or work are particularly rough. I'm getting things done here and there, but I have to admit I feel as if the same week of my life is repeating itself over and over.
I don't miss girls, but I do miss time with friends. I haven't hung out with Tom in about a week. Right now he's pretty much my lifeline to sanity - though he doesn't know it. I think I've mentioned him before, and seeing as I'm writing for the hell of it, I might as well explain. Tom and I met through Jujutsu. I think we started hanging out because we both missed having someone to play Magic with. Things just took a natural course from there. He's a bit timid, but very intelligent and over the last six months I think we've opened up a lot to each other. Ha! I sound like I have a man-crush. I guess it's just nice to have someone in your life who understands you. Not that my friends and family don't understand me, but they're... predisposed with their own lives. So yeah, maybe I am a bit lonely but sure enough, it's not over the fairer sex.
I'm having trouble sleeping again. I guess that's why I'm writing this time. I keep asking myself if I'm lonely, but the answer is always the same - no. I am, however, very discontent. I got a few large projects done this week, but that doesn't seem to have registered with my brain. And it's not like classes or work are particularly rough. I'm getting things done here and there, but I have to admit I feel as if the same week of my life is repeating itself over and over.
I don't miss girls, but I do miss time with friends. I haven't hung out with Tom in about a week. Right now he's pretty much my lifeline to sanity - though he doesn't know it. I think I've mentioned him before, and seeing as I'm writing for the hell of it, I might as well explain. Tom and I met through Jujutsu. I think we started hanging out because we both missed having someone to play Magic with. Things just took a natural course from there. He's a bit timid, but very intelligent and over the last six months I think we've opened up a lot to each other. Ha! I sound like I have a man-crush. I guess it's just nice to have someone in your life who understands you. Not that my friends and family don't understand me, but they're... predisposed with their own lives. So yeah, maybe I am a bit lonely but sure enough, it's not over the fairer sex.