Dec 20, 2004 04:50
Baka Baka Baka!!!! Well that was one hell of a fucking night...
Brief Highlights
- I have a knot on my head and I cant see straight
- My bedroom down was kicked in
- my hand is swallon
- I'm Bitter
- I'm Numb
Explainations:
Okay tonight was the work christmas party... I got to see the girl who I was talkin to hanging out with this other dude I know... eh fuck it... only thing is she never told me anything it was just "hello I guess I am done talkin to you and on to him, and the excuss I will give you I got back together with my boyfriend of 5 years on and off... but its okay I still have feeling for you now will you do me a favor..." Okay is every girl like this or just the ones that faint interest in me brief moments... I'm not bitter about losing the girl. shit my heart is getting to numb for that... but I am bitter about the I'm not going to tell you about it till I throw it in your face... Anyway oh well fuck it shit happens life goes on everyone has there sob story... So I go home happy I have a computer to play with... Another girl exg/f flips kicks in my bedroom door throws various objects at me gives me bruises I have a lump on my head I can hardly function I am tired and I dont want to deal with girl number one tomorrow...
Plus I have to work two shifts one with number one and inbetween try and get a hood for scotties car cuz I made boo boo...
On the plus side I sure fucked that full soda can up as it hit me in the back of the head
Well we all make our own beds and we have to sleep in them...
"I swear I'd give it all but when its all said and done did you want it as much? But you knew what goes around will come back to you but it makes no difference cause it through... cause I'm through with you give up give in its like the limits that your lifes been lived and all around you its the same thats its ever been but youll never see that cause it doesnt qutie sink in..." The Prefect Enemy
Okay I am bitter and I losing vision so I am guess is sleep... What is this life for...
"We the unwilling, led by the unknowing are doing the impossible for the ungrateful. We've been doing so much with so little we are now capable of doing anything with nothing." ~Unknown
I am losing faith in people....