This guy....(-mixed mood right now-)
Once you see the subject-you'll probably avoid reading this entry. It's obviously about this guy o.O Not that I like him or anything. Well not anymore...I used to like him for like 7 months O_o But I gave up 2 months ago. It just seemed impossible for me o.o We don't talk all that often, we only share one class together this term-we had 4 together last term-and he sits all the way in the back while I sit in the front -.-" But the point is: I gave up. I let go. End of story right? Wrong o.o
After 2 months of not thinking/liking him, I had this dream one night. It was odd...outside was snowing-it was nighttime. He and a friend and a group of my friends were walking towards my house(I couldnt' see people's faces but his). I ran home to aviod them finding out where I live(I guess..) I just went inside my house to warm up. I look out the window and there he is, standing at my side door waiting for me to open up. It was weird cos I thought my dad would come out any second and yell at me. But amazingly, no one came after us. I went outside to tell him to go home-that it was freezing. Then there's a flash and we're playing in the snow. In the snow is a classmate of mine from Saturday school. He's just lying there and saying: that's the proper way. The next thing I knew my guy was hugging me and BAM! I my sister woke me up -.-"
My second dream happened just last night. This is less odd than the snow one. We were at a party. Once again, I can't make out anyone in the crowd but his face. We were all talking, hanging out and having fun. I talked to him a lot, and he talked to me too. As if we were great friends. Even tho he may consider me as a friend, it doesn't matter. We usually don't talk to each other like this. We were sitting with a bunch of friends playing cards when suddenly someone suggests Spin-the-Bottle. It spins and everything is a blur. It pointed to him. I heard mumbling and the next thing I knew, I was being dragged to somewhere private. The next thing I saw was his face and eyes staring at me funny. I felt nervous and that' when my sister had gone to the bathroom, made a ruckus at 4:30am in the morning and woke me up =.=
I had to write that down SOMEWHERE. It's killing me. If I never think about him, if I don't care about him, then why is he haunting my dreams? Why...?
After 2 months of not thinking/liking him, I had this dream one night. It was odd...outside was snowing-it was nighttime. He and a friend and a group of my friends were walking towards my house(I couldnt' see people's faces but his). I ran home to aviod them finding out where I live(I guess..) I just went inside my house to warm up. I look out the window and there he is, standing at my side door waiting for me to open up. It was weird cos I thought my dad would come out any second and yell at me. But amazingly, no one came after us. I went outside to tell him to go home-that it was freezing. Then there's a flash and we're playing in the snow. In the snow is a classmate of mine from Saturday school. He's just lying there and saying: that's the proper way. The next thing I knew my guy was hugging me and BAM! I my sister woke me up -.-"
My second dream happened just last night. This is less odd than the snow one. We were at a party. Once again, I can't make out anyone in the crowd but his face. We were all talking, hanging out and having fun. I talked to him a lot, and he talked to me too. As if we were great friends. Even tho he may consider me as a friend, it doesn't matter. We usually don't talk to each other like this. We were sitting with a bunch of friends playing cards when suddenly someone suggests Spin-the-Bottle. It spins and everything is a blur. It pointed to him. I heard mumbling and the next thing I knew, I was being dragged to somewhere private. The next thing I saw was his face and eyes staring at me funny. I felt nervous and that' when my sister had gone to the bathroom, made a ruckus at 4:30am in the morning and woke me up =.=
I had to write that down SOMEWHERE. It's killing me. If I never think about him, if I don't care about him, then why is he haunting my dreams? Why...?