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[shinigami_02]

This is full of huge amounts of rambling... didn't realize till I was finished... hah.. so I've divided it because I have nothing better to do... how sad.

Its strange how happy I am for other people nowadays. O_o;

Just like, when people are awarded things, or told their doing such a great job, or anything good happens to them, I get teary eyed.

Comments

[minioko]

hey guess what? I think Jay really wants to stay with you! whatever happened to that girl with the baby? was seh really pregnant? Name the baby trowa if its a boy k?

[shinigami_02]

You think so? Yeah... I guess he does. =)

The whole baby thing was a lie! All some big soap opera. O_o;

lol, I wish I could name the baby something cool like Trowa! Jay already made it clear he didn't want no "weird names". Psh, he sucks. If it isn't plain like James, Corey or Sean he doesn't like it. Bah him and his plainess. *throws a rock at him*

[nocturn0wl]

If hip hop is taking over, it doesn't show over here. I never run into guys that like rap...only a scant few.
And since when do Marilyn Manson and Slipknot qualify as "pop??" lol.

How are you gonna say you're the worst girlfriend ever...right after you went on and on about how much Jay hurt you with his lies and cheating?? Please. You can always get him a belated birthday present but he can never take back what he did. What's past is past.

I used to cut myself too. =( I'm gonna try really hard not to ever do it again. It's good that you stopped all that stuff for the baby. That's very responsible of you and will be the best thing in the long run.
You know, I was watching one of those MTV True Life shows one day, and this one episode was called "Baby Mama Drama" or somethin...and this pregnant chick on there was just lightin up a cigarette right in front of the camera and smokin it!! And nobody didn't even say nothin. I was like "Man, I can't believe people are actually that stupid."

[shinigami_02]

Hip Hop seems to be all over TV *shrugs* lol, I realized I afterwards that I put Marilyn Manson and Slipknot after mentioning Pop music and I didn't feel like fixing it. ^^; I'm that lazy.

I still feel bad though. He's constantly trying to make it up to me... and he's always buying me stuff. I just feel if I'm not able to forgive him, at least I can return the money favor by buying him stuff in return.... X_x;

Damn, you serious?? She was smoking on TV?? Shit, I could never do that. Tho, toward the beginning (like 2 days after I found out) I couldn't take it, and took a puff of a cigg, but haven't touched it since then. I guess if she's been smoking for long, its hard to quit that fast. Luckily, it wasn't something I did often.

[nocturn0wl]

Yeah, she was visibly pregnant too. Craziness!

[domeshottie]

Pfft.. She's ugly. Bitch needs to eat somethin.

[shinigami_02]

Hell yea! Thats what I was saying! When my boyfriend saw that pic, he was like "I lost all respect for Brian." O_o;

I bet I could steal him away. Buwahah. *rubs hands together like she's got a plan, but she really doesn't*

[darksungod]

I don't want to update, but I will give you one. I started my new job at Lowes. It pays really good money, and it is pretty cool working with a lot of different people. Khushbu drives me insane, I love her but I often think of oyu. I got a new car!!!! A 2002 Pontiac Grand Prix. It's Pewter colored and I love it. It is definately a nicer car than I ever thought I would own. I miss you a lot, and I often find myself calling your friends hoping you will be there and I can talk to you. I like them too, but you know that I think about you a lot. Perhaps someday we will have another shot at or *ahem* bf/gf thing. Hopefully neither of us would fuck it up. Keep your head up Nanc, know that we love you and yes, we would all do anything for you, even if you are a midget. Damn those midgets. j/k But seriously, I miss you a lot and would love to see you. Maybe I can stop by and visit you after work? I am working in the Villages all week, so call me if you want to see me. Don't worry, if you don't want to, that's ok, but I am missing you!

[shinigami_02]

Ha, I got a personal update. *beams at all the people who are jealous*

Congrats on the new stuff!!! I wanna see your car! ^o^ I bet its nifty.

I dont hang with my friends much anymore. Kinda went back into my hole as of lately. Now all I think about is food, sleeping, and how long before I get a belly. I should call them up though.

Yeah, I still need to give you your book!!!! Or maybe I sold it to keep up my food addiction... *cough* jk... so yeah, I dunno. You should write me emails!!! I dont really have a phone anymore, and I dont know what your number is. ^^; so yeah.

[darksungod]

hmmmm, don't really know what your email address is... anyways though, yeah! I want my damn book back!! I have other friends who were asking me where it is. Sorry to hear about Jay and the car thing. That shit really must suck. I am glad to hear that he is alright. I hope you guys are doing well, I'm sure things are really hard right now.

[shinigami_02]

You dont know my email address??? *gasps* Asanya18@yahoo.com ^_^

You have friends? O_o *stares at you in disbelief* Riiight, if you say so. =P

Everything is... ok. Not great, not horrible... ok. But I haven't been asked to do a damn thing in three days, so I guess thats a plus. =D Plus Jay is pretty much confined to his room, so its like he is there all day, all night, just for me to stare at, and bug. ^o^

[shinigami_02]

I miss cutting. I understand what you mean by it being an art form. When your doing it, it feels like your creating something special. Something that not only makes you feel better, but that you can carry with you.

Jay knows about my cutting, but he doesn't approve. Which I didn't think he would. The only time he really said anything about it was when I did too much of it. I hadn't realized it till afterwards. My entire arms were cut up. All I know is that I didn't want to stop till I felt better. I think I like the scars after it heals. *shrugs* Maybe I'm a little morbid too. =P

Forget the plastic! I'm not scared of dirt! Bring on the street licking! and then, we'll spit the dirt on the people! Then laugh wildy as we run off into the sunset. *sigh* If only dreams come true...

When me and Jay get an apartment, you should come visit. ^_^ You can see the baaaaaby! ^o^ You can be Titi Linda! or Aunty Linda! Which ever sounds better to you. =)