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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So far my Christmas has involved me laying in front of the TV for the past 5 hours. Jay's working... and his family is doing their thing. I've been too scared to leave the room. Somehow I feel like I would interrupt their family thing... not that I think they would mind, but it'd probably be too awakward for me without Jay. >< I know that when I eventually do though, I will probably stare at the ground, and walk by... not saying a word... as I do everyday. Part of me wants to stop and be like "Merry Christmas everyone! =D" but um, that part isn't big enough. Especially since I couldn't get them all gifts. Eh.
My mom is coming to pick me up in about an hour. Honestly, I dont think I want to go. I mean, I'd love to spend time with the family, but I wasn't able to buy my niece and nephews any gifts... and yeah. I'm sure they'll be expecting some. -.-;
I wish I was a millionaire around Christmas time. That way, I could get everyone what they want for Christmas. I'd like nothing more than to see my niece and nephews unwrap their gifts and find exactly what they had been hoping for. Bah.
What sucks the most is that I couldn't even get Jay a present. Meck.
Hmm. It doesn't feel like Christmas. It just feels like a big ball of guilt.
I'm gonna go get ready.
Hope everyone got what they wanted.
So far my Christmas has involved me laying in front of the TV for the past 5 hours. Jay's working... and his family is doing their thing. I've been too scared to leave the room. Somehow I feel like I would interrupt their family thing... not that I think they would mind, but it'd probably be too awakward for me without Jay. >< I know that when I eventually do though, I will probably stare at the ground, and walk by... not saying a word... as I do everyday. Part of me wants to stop and be like "Merry Christmas everyone! =D" but um, that part isn't big enough. Especially since I couldn't get them all gifts. Eh.
My mom is coming to pick me up in about an hour. Honestly, I dont think I want to go. I mean, I'd love to spend time with the family, but I wasn't able to buy my niece and nephews any gifts... and yeah. I'm sure they'll be expecting some. -.-;
I wish I was a millionaire around Christmas time. That way, I could get everyone what they want for Christmas. I'd like nothing more than to see my niece and nephews unwrap their gifts and find exactly what they had been hoping for. Bah.
What sucks the most is that I couldn't even get Jay a present. Meck.
Hmm. It doesn't feel like Christmas. It just feels like a big ball of guilt.
I'm gonna go get ready.
Hope everyone got what they wanted.