Feelings
It really bothers me that most of the time, it doesn't seem like Charles wants to see me as much as I want to see him. It's something that bothers me a lot and I spend a lot of time dwelling on. Is it just that I'm too needy and dependent on someone else for me to be happy? I really don't want things to be like that. I hate girls that can't be happy on their own. And I'm starting to think that I'm one of them. It's not like I don't want to be with him, for sure, I just wish that I didn't feel like I needed him so much when he's so aloof with me. I'm gonna go now.