Things I Never Popped In About...

Feb 24, 2017 09:37

"Rule number one... Life doesn't come with seatbelts."
- Batman (Took the kids to see Lego Batman last night)

Okay, so this week has been interesting and by interesting I mean dog shit annoying.
To start off, yesterday was my 1st time going to the gym in like, 4 days so my body just wasn't with it. I'm glad we started back though cuz I really wanna be under 200lbs by my birthday. That's like, a mental chore I am forcing my body to stick to.
Also, for some odd reason, David's stupid ass Aunt Marie felt the need to open her mouth to Mrs. James about me saying that her nephew and his wife (Which we all know is a strike cuz I'm not fucking married. Nope. Not I... She told David he needs to tell me how Common Law Marriage works and I said she needs to learn how common sense works cuz I have a strict rule about talking about shit I know nothing about so yeah, she got the business) told her she couldn't get a job at McDonald's because they don't hire white people. Wait... *rereads* What? I don't even talk to the bitch so I'm all... Huh? 1st of all, even if I did talk to her, why would I bad mouth my employer to her of all people? Second of all... No, just no. A thousand times no. I was so mad that I couldn't work anymore. Time I went on break, I cussed her ass up and down... Inside and out. She hung up on me but I didn't care. How could she not know that what she was pretty much saying is that The James' are racist against white people?! What if Mrs. James had not talked to me 1st and just walked in and fired my ass? Like, who the fuck does shit like that?
I told David that upon sorting through it with SA and The Representative (Who completely dropped the ball, she's supposed to keep the temper in check) I've come to realize that the reason I flipped is because I'm tired of taking shit from his family. Out of respect for him, I let a lot of shit slide but my job? How I take care of my babies? No bitch, that crosses a line. You wanted that cuss out.
ENTRY EDIT (2/23/2017): Last night, David and I stayed up pretty late talking. I'm glad we did because I've been an emotional nutjob lately. It's like everything sets me off. I mean, we've been having petty arguments and shit and the longer it goes on, the more I feel angry and stressed out like before. It felt nice to be honest about a lot of things that I've been keeping to myself. I mean, it's just a lot of shit for what I feel like is no reason... So yeah, it was nice talking it out.
*sighs*
Later

anger, thoughts, growing up, david, bullshit, stress

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