What Happened Just Now?
"Your mom was right? Yeah, I wouldn't wanna sit around for that I told you so conversation either."
- Me
OMC... I just... No. David's mom may or may not have been right about something. She's been said that Jessica was all about using Kyle and isn't about Kyle. She never was. One thing I didn't wanna do is believe that she was just gonna abandon Kyle once she got clean. I didn't want that image in my head. Again, I will hafta learn to accept someone else. I just... I don't want to. I honestly believe that time apart is bad for any relationship. No, it's not my place to weigh in but, I hate knowing that Kyle might be fighting a battle he's gonna lose.
David told me that Kyle told him that she finally admitted that she has been seeing someone while she's been in rehab. He also said that no one knows and I'm not allowed to say anything because Kyle doesn't want anyone judging her. Then I pointed out that we went to Conway and all that shit. He said Kyle knew what she was doing when he went. That he wants to change her mind. How do you change an already made up mind? I suppose you fight. He is fighting. He's fighting but in the end... Will it change anything? That's the real question.
I can't believe I'm saying this but I hope it does. No only for Kyle but mostly for Laurynn. It's one thing for your mom to be in the ground but another for her to be alive and have no interest in you.
This is sad.
Later
- Me
OMC... I just... No. David's mom may or may not have been right about something. She's been said that Jessica was all about using Kyle and isn't about Kyle. She never was. One thing I didn't wanna do is believe that she was just gonna abandon Kyle once she got clean. I didn't want that image in my head. Again, I will hafta learn to accept someone else. I just... I don't want to. I honestly believe that time apart is bad for any relationship. No, it's not my place to weigh in but, I hate knowing that Kyle might be fighting a battle he's gonna lose.
David told me that Kyle told him that she finally admitted that she has been seeing someone while she's been in rehab. He also said that no one knows and I'm not allowed to say anything because Kyle doesn't want anyone judging her. Then I pointed out that we went to Conway and all that shit. He said Kyle knew what she was doing when he went. That he wants to change her mind. How do you change an already made up mind? I suppose you fight. He is fighting. He's fighting but in the end... Will it change anything? That's the real question.
I can't believe I'm saying this but I hope it does. No only for Kyle but mostly for Laurynn. It's one thing for your mom to be in the ground but another for her to be alive and have no interest in you.
This is sad.
Later