I Feel Weird... And More Fun With Nightmares...
"If you're eating out today, no one loves you."
- Me
Before I start this entry, I just wanna say Happy Thanksgiving to all of my readers... Even the ones who read and don't comment.
I cooked yesterday! Tasha and her kids came and I invited Kyle and the newly modified Co. Yes, you read that right. How'd it go? Well, I wanna start off with 4 out of 6 personalities did not want me to do it but, I did it anyway. SA was not happy so completely out of character for him, he proceeded to get drunk. Which, I must admit, was a good idea. You do not, I repeat DO NOT invite people to your house and act all kinds of stupid, rude and all those other colorful things I tend to do when I do things I don't wanna do. So tho' it's all a hazy picture in my brain, I didn't die so... SUCCESS
I don't remember much but, apparently, I am correct in this assessment. I didn't eat but, everybody else did. When everybody left, I ate then I proceeded to throw up all over the place. I passed out then was up again in less than 2hrs. I was thinking in riddles. About everything. I know I said I would try to stop shoving Kyle outta my life but, it's too much. I kinda felt iffy but, it's okay. I think. I don't know.
After FINALLY falling back to sleep, I woke up in tears. Like, I didn't even realize I'd fallen asleep. I had this dream that I was living in a really, insanely tall house with Zyi' who was still a baby. The people in the house were guys I'd known for much of my life. Like Clint, Alex, Trip, Justin (From da bounce. Not to be confused with Navy Justin) to name a few. The man who owned the house turned out to only had let us stay because he needed a baby to sacrifice. When he told them to take Zyi' from me, I bolted. I ran and was sliding down banisters. They caught me as I was at the door.
Justin from da bounce stepped forward and demanded that I hand Zyi' over and I started crying saying "I have loved him since before he was born" but, they all said the "before he was born" part with me. They were jeering and taunting me then Justin snatched Zyi' from me. I started screaming then a random chick (She works at the burger farm on 52) walked by and shook her head. She said: "You can't have everything. You have to choose." Then I collapsed in tears... That's about when I woke up.
I just... I don't even wanna start analyzing that dream because when I think about it, my eyes tear up all over again.
Now I'm in an iffy kind of place again...
I hate the holidays
Later
- Me
Before I start this entry, I just wanna say Happy Thanksgiving to all of my readers... Even the ones who read and don't comment.
I cooked yesterday! Tasha and her kids came and I invited Kyle and the newly modified Co. Yes, you read that right. How'd it go? Well, I wanna start off with 4 out of 6 personalities did not want me to do it but, I did it anyway. SA was not happy so completely out of character for him, he proceeded to get drunk. Which, I must admit, was a good idea. You do not, I repeat DO NOT invite people to your house and act all kinds of stupid, rude and all those other colorful things I tend to do when I do things I don't wanna do. So tho' it's all a hazy picture in my brain, I didn't die so... SUCCESS
I don't remember much but, apparently, I am correct in this assessment. I didn't eat but, everybody else did. When everybody left, I ate then I proceeded to throw up all over the place. I passed out then was up again in less than 2hrs. I was thinking in riddles. About everything. I know I said I would try to stop shoving Kyle outta my life but, it's too much. I kinda felt iffy but, it's okay. I think. I don't know.
After FINALLY falling back to sleep, I woke up in tears. Like, I didn't even realize I'd fallen asleep. I had this dream that I was living in a really, insanely tall house with Zyi' who was still a baby. The people in the house were guys I'd known for much of my life. Like Clint, Alex, Trip, Justin (From da bounce. Not to be confused with Navy Justin) to name a few. The man who owned the house turned out to only had let us stay because he needed a baby to sacrifice. When he told them to take Zyi' from me, I bolted. I ran and was sliding down banisters. They caught me as I was at the door.
Justin from da bounce stepped forward and demanded that I hand Zyi' over and I started crying saying "I have loved him since before he was born" but, they all said the "before he was born" part with me. They were jeering and taunting me then Justin snatched Zyi' from me. I started screaming then a random chick (She works at the burger farm on 52) walked by and shook her head. She said: "You can't have everything. You have to choose." Then I collapsed in tears... That's about when I woke up.
I just... I don't even wanna start analyzing that dream because when I think about it, my eyes tear up all over again.
Now I'm in an iffy kind of place again...
I hate the holidays
Later