You Get Three Today!
" You know it's bad when you wish for more depressing music than you have on stock."
- Me
Gah, I want a depressing soundtrack to reflect my mood. Which is oh so very pathetic but I'm the one writing this so never you mind. No, wait, I take that back. I'm not depressed. Well, I am... Just... Oh forget it. What I'm trying to say is I'm not in a weepy mood so I guess I should just be satisfied with that.
Uh, no. I was really annoyed with Kyle's latest events but even that has nothing on the Tate Publishing debacle. Yup, something's more important than Kyle's never ending drama. Shit *nod nod* Yup, shocked me too. It kinda dawned on me outta the clear blue nighttime, rainy dark dreary sky that this is none of my damn business. Besides, Addy is still on lock down so I need to stay on this side of the line. Plus that... Well, I kinda don't have time to care. This is my future we're talking about! Maybe when I'm rich and famous I'll hire him as a footstool. Ha! I kid, I kid.
So, since getting published has usurped Kyle (SA couldn't be happier, mind you... He's in "I told you so" mode as I type) in order of importance, I've decided getting published has to take the lead from tonight forward. Why? Glad you asked. If I focus on myself, I won't have time for anything else cuz I am a full time job. I mean, think about it.
*points* See how many Kyle entries I have? That's more than ANYBODY or ANYTHING. Why is that? Whoo! The good questions keep coming! Because I have got to stop turning other people's background noise into my permanent soundtrack. I have been doing it for YEARS. (Yep, this goes back to before LiveJournal had tagging capabilities... I should know, I checked) How many involve me getting published? *smacks my forehead* I don't even wanna talk about it. I have more entries hashing over other people's crap than me investing time in myself. That reminds me of something I said once: "While you're busy minding my business, who's busy minding yours?" <--- Shinigami, why aren't you tending to you own life? Perseriously tho'. I should be in every newsstand, bookstore, airport lobby, library, whatever the fuck from here to the other side of the planet but NO! I wanna play madame busy body and try to dabble in other people's shit which really, really has absolutely nothing to do with me. Here's how much this has to do with me _____ <--- See that empty blank? Know why it's empty? Cuz from now own, if it has nothing do with me, I've gotta stop turning other people's crap into my crap.
I can't change the world.
I can only change myself.
Hard pill to swallow. It's bitter and damn near impossible to get down but, Imma do it.
Later
- Me
Gah, I want a depressing soundtrack to reflect my mood. Which is oh so very pathetic but I'm the one writing this so never you mind. No, wait, I take that back. I'm not depressed. Well, I am... Just... Oh forget it. What I'm trying to say is I'm not in a weepy mood so I guess I should just be satisfied with that.
Uh, no. I was really annoyed with Kyle's latest events but even that has nothing on the Tate Publishing debacle. Yup, something's more important than Kyle's never ending drama. Shit *nod nod* Yup, shocked me too. It kinda dawned on me outta the clear blue nighttime, rainy dark dreary sky that this is none of my damn business. Besides, Addy is still on lock down so I need to stay on this side of the line. Plus that... Well, I kinda don't have time to care. This is my future we're talking about! Maybe when I'm rich and famous I'll hire him as a footstool. Ha! I kid, I kid.
So, since getting published has usurped Kyle (SA couldn't be happier, mind you... He's in "I told you so" mode as I type) in order of importance, I've decided getting published has to take the lead from tonight forward. Why? Glad you asked. If I focus on myself, I won't have time for anything else cuz I am a full time job. I mean, think about it.
*points* See how many Kyle entries I have? That's more than ANYBODY or ANYTHING. Why is that? Whoo! The good questions keep coming! Because I have got to stop turning other people's background noise into my permanent soundtrack. I have been doing it for YEARS. (Yep, this goes back to before LiveJournal had tagging capabilities... I should know, I checked) How many involve me getting published? *smacks my forehead* I don't even wanna talk about it. I have more entries hashing over other people's crap than me investing time in myself. That reminds me of something I said once: "While you're busy minding my business, who's busy minding yours?" <--- Shinigami, why aren't you tending to you own life? Perseriously tho'. I should be in every newsstand, bookstore, airport lobby, library, whatever the fuck from here to the other side of the planet but NO! I wanna play madame busy body and try to dabble in other people's shit which really, really has absolutely nothing to do with me. Here's how much this has to do with me _____ <--- See that empty blank? Know why it's empty? Cuz from now own, if it has nothing do with me, I've gotta stop turning other people's crap into my crap.
I can't change the world.
I can only change myself.
Hard pill to swallow. It's bitter and damn near impossible to get down but, Imma do it.
Later