Erica… All Grown Up…
"They just don't make cartoons like they used to."
- Clint
I went to church with Erica yesterday. Not bad. Not gonna morph into a bible thumper or anything but, it wasn’t bad. I was shocked at that. Most of the churches I go to involve fire, brimstone, death and damnation. Oh, and LOTS of misery. But this one felt good. I left feeling like I should do better in my life.
Let’s take Erica for example. Last week (8/4/2011) she got pinned. Very proud of her for making it through nursing school. She was freaking about school left and right but she made it and I was so proud to be at her graduation. After that we ate at Zapata’s then went to see Captain America but, that’s beside the point. I was proud of her. I couldn’t stop smiling. She’s all grown up.
Then I got home and I was like: Maybe just maybe, it’s time I grow up too. Seriously, what am I waiting for? I can’t be a kid forever. Well, I can but, more like an adult with kid attributes. I just don’t wanna be another flash in time. I’m always saying that. It’s time I act like I mean it.
Later
PS: I did something not so wise… Yet again. I’m always suffering myself. BUT, it was Addy. Man, this is gonna be HER all over again. I see it in my future.
PS2: Last night I had a dream I’d brought Brittney back from the dead. I really wish I could control my fucked up head.
- Clint
I went to church with Erica yesterday. Not bad. Not gonna morph into a bible thumper or anything but, it wasn’t bad. I was shocked at that. Most of the churches I go to involve fire, brimstone, death and damnation. Oh, and LOTS of misery. But this one felt good. I left feeling like I should do better in my life.
Let’s take Erica for example. Last week (8/4/2011) she got pinned. Very proud of her for making it through nursing school. She was freaking about school left and right but she made it and I was so proud to be at her graduation. After that we ate at Zapata’s then went to see Captain America but, that’s beside the point. I was proud of her. I couldn’t stop smiling. She’s all grown up.
Then I got home and I was like: Maybe just maybe, it’s time I grow up too. Seriously, what am I waiting for? I can’t be a kid forever. Well, I can but, more like an adult with kid attributes. I just don’t wanna be another flash in time. I’m always saying that. It’s time I act like I mean it.
Later
PS: I did something not so wise… Yet again. I’m always suffering myself. BUT, it was Addy. Man, this is gonna be HER all over again. I see it in my future.
PS2: Last night I had a dream I’d brought Brittney back from the dead. I really wish I could control my fucked up head.