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Im bord...realy bord, trying 2 revise, but i probably wont get ne dun til the day b4 the exam...just 4 comedy value.
went 2 robs party yesterday, i couldnt be botherd drinking, not after i went 2 jennys and drank like a box of wine 2 myself, (completely put me off drinking again!) but, ya know, i obvioulsy forced myself! it was alright i guess, bit, i duno, weird, felt kinda outta place all day, but it was better than sitting listening 2 'ye old bitch' talk about how many calories there are in an easter egg, however the conversational skills of certain pple would have me question that! hehe! we had the comparision of who lives in the roughest area, and how cool it was 2 not go 2 skool sorta chat. followed by, whod done the most drugs and who did or didnt get laid recently.
i hate social gatherings as such now, iv just started 2 feel kinda like 'if i wasnt here would u miss me?' sorta thing. no1 really talks 2 me at them, i feel ignored most of the time. and i get extreamly upset after which kinda sucks...im a freak.
came home and went 2 bed, as i was sorta smashed, and i had eaten like 7 sandwhiches, which were needed 2 soak it up! hehe!
i got a job! HURAH! £4.50 an hour, working 4 days so i should have like £100+ (working overtime 2, DOUBLE PAY!!!) finally! and it only took me a year!!
urgh, had a 'moment', i dont feel so nice now.
went 2 robs party yesterday, i couldnt be botherd drinking, not after i went 2 jennys and drank like a box of wine 2 myself, (completely put me off drinking again!) but, ya know, i obvioulsy forced myself! it was alright i guess, bit, i duno, weird, felt kinda outta place all day, but it was better than sitting listening 2 'ye old bitch' talk about how many calories there are in an easter egg, however the conversational skills of certain pple would have me question that! hehe! we had the comparision of who lives in the roughest area, and how cool it was 2 not go 2 skool sorta chat. followed by, whod done the most drugs and who did or didnt get laid recently.
i hate social gatherings as such now, iv just started 2 feel kinda like 'if i wasnt here would u miss me?' sorta thing. no1 really talks 2 me at them, i feel ignored most of the time. and i get extreamly upset after which kinda sucks...im a freak.
came home and went 2 bed, as i was sorta smashed, and i had eaten like 7 sandwhiches, which were needed 2 soak it up! hehe!
i got a job! HURAH! £4.50 an hour, working 4 days so i should have like £100+ (working overtime 2, DOUBLE PAY!!!) finally! and it only took me a year!!
urgh, had a 'moment', i dont feel so nice now.