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im mad. well ok, not that bad, just slightly mad....but cooling off.
so went to london, with lover jen. it was realy nice i thought. we just sorta chilled, if u can in london, smoked alot, talked alot, i didnt feel obliged to freak out and be exciting, coz i was wi jen, so it was just nice been myself.
HOWEVER!!!
some psyco bitches were slaggin me off coz mattys told em loadsa BULLSHIT about me. hes claimed, i gatherd, that the only reason he ever 'fell in love' with me was coz i was thin and pretty wehn i was younger....i got so fat and ugly he has 2 MAKE UP excuses.
he also sed stuff like i sed no1 wud ever love him, and did horrible things 2 him WHAT....he did those things 2 me, I GOT THE WORST OF IT, i nearly got beatup over it, i got harrassed about personal problems over the net,(which they all 2 probably know) i got shit loadsa abuse, and felt like shite over the ignorance and the hate, TWICE coz ginner did it 2, and then, a yr later when i dont give a shit, IT STARTS AGAIN, wanker....so thats why im mad.
my head hurts.
iv not slept off last weekend, which was fabulous....went out wi claire and jen on friday night in WINGS, *loves jen and claire..e.ven tho he still hs my dress!!!!* felt awkward at nats dinner, but got ok after (part frm dust was boring). then saturday went 2 richs birthdya dinner, (even tho i didnt no him) whcih was fun, me and jemma were very dwunk, hehe! *loves jem*,i also met fabulous people like zara who was lovly, and rich who was less 'weird' than i assumed, however, still, quite weird hehe!!
im well sleepy now.
so 2 bed, 2 sleep. ahhh
xxx
so went to london, with lover jen. it was realy nice i thought. we just sorta chilled, if u can in london, smoked alot, talked alot, i didnt feel obliged to freak out and be exciting, coz i was wi jen, so it was just nice been myself.
HOWEVER!!!
some psyco bitches were slaggin me off coz mattys told em loadsa BULLSHIT about me. hes claimed, i gatherd, that the only reason he ever 'fell in love' with me was coz i was thin and pretty wehn i was younger....i got so fat and ugly he has 2 MAKE UP excuses.
he also sed stuff like i sed no1 wud ever love him, and did horrible things 2 him WHAT....he did those things 2 me, I GOT THE WORST OF IT, i nearly got beatup over it, i got harrassed about personal problems over the net,(which they all 2 probably know) i got shit loadsa abuse, and felt like shite over the ignorance and the hate, TWICE coz ginner did it 2, and then, a yr later when i dont give a shit, IT STARTS AGAIN, wanker....so thats why im mad.
my head hurts.
iv not slept off last weekend, which was fabulous....went out wi claire and jen on friday night in WINGS, *loves jen and claire..e.ven tho he still hs my dress!!!!* felt awkward at nats dinner, but got ok after (part frm dust was boring). then saturday went 2 richs birthdya dinner, (even tho i didnt no him) whcih was fun, me and jemma were very dwunk, hehe! *loves jem*,i also met fabulous people like zara who was lovly, and rich who was less 'weird' than i assumed, however, still, quite weird hehe!!
im well sleepy now.
so 2 bed, 2 sleep. ahhh
xxx