In a nutshell
This has been the most difficult summer. Starting with losing the baby. Then Neil's mom got diagnosed with MD (the numbers are so low, she probably won't be affected by it) and he just got his blood work done today to see if he has it (Which I AM BELIEVING THAT HE DOESN'T). That whole mess has been affecting our decision to start trying to make a baby again. It is so hard to see little babies and cute pregnant people everywhere. So, now we wait about 2 weeks for the test results to come in, which in my eyes determines the rest of our future. TRUST TRUST TRUST in Jesus.