Titel: But we can do this so much better
Pairing: Ontae
Rating: PG-15
Summery: Jinki is an opera singer in Europe and Taemin is a idol in Korea.
Genre: Romance, Fluff and angst
Note: One-shot drabble thing
A little bit based on the beautiful song from
Patrick Wolf - Together and credits to his lyrics.
Alone, again in Paris,
Travel drained, I write to you
You've been on my mind,
Cold days, long nights
A rooftop in Berlin,
I call, confess the state I'm in
These cities, this view,
I see nothing without you
And I can do this alone,
But we can do this so much better,
Together,
And I can make it alone,
But we can make it so much better,
Together,
Jinki
Dear Jinki,
Thank you again for such a lovely letter. I wish I could write like you.
Then maybe I could write down what you really mean to me, what I feel for you and how you complete me.
Days are tough and hard. But every day is a blessing, being an idol has really becoming beautiful again these days.
I know you aren't using internet much and you are not following my schedule, for personal reasons.
But I know you are in London at the 11th of November and as this letter has reached you, I will be too.
Hopefully I can meet you, Jinki, I miss you more than you can imagine. If I didn't have such a busy life, than I maybe won't have survived this. I know the path that you've chosen is your dream and I fully support that, but being apart from you hurts.
I'm staying at the grand hotel near the London bridge. Meet me at 11:00PM there. I'll inform the hotel about you.
See you soon Jinki, finally.
With shaking hands, Jinki reads the final word of Taemin's letter. He notices that he stopped breathing and tells himself he should not forget doing that. What day was it today? He rummages in a pile of papers and finds his agenda. 11th of November. He gasps. Just on time. He drops himself on a chair. It's afternoon and he still has to wait for a couple of hours.
After too many cups of coffee and staring out of the window he looks at his watch and he sees it's finally 10:30 pm.
He grabs his coat and leaves his hotel room in haste. His hotel is just a couple of minutes walking away from Taemin's, he notices. As he nears the luxurious hotel there aren't any fangirls yet, which makes him very lucky. He moves quickly though and when he reaches the information desk he pants a little.
“You must be Lee Jinki.” the lady says and Jinki looks bewildered at the lady but nods.
The lady tells which room number is Taemin's and how he could get there.
As Jinki stands in the elevator he feels his body shaking. The nervousness fluttering in his stomach. He facepalms himself, he is a grown man, he shouldn't act like this.
He takes a deep breath.
But he is going to see the love of his life again, after a long time.
He steps out of the elevator and sees the long red coloured hallway. He looks around at the numbers and finally finds the one that he kept repeating in his head in the elevator. Again a deep breath and he knocks softly.
The door swings open and the room is poorly lit. Jinki feels a shock going through his body and then an emotional brick hits his guts. Taemin is standing in the door opening with damped blonde hair. He smiles at him. Jinki is smiling as well as he takes Taemin in his arms and squeezes gently. Taemin shuts the door and hides his face in Jinki's neck. “I missed you so much” the blonde says almost whispering and inhaling his scent.
Jinki pulls back by gently pushing Taemin away from him by the shoulders and softly takes the blonde's face in his hands. He stares at the face of the boy, softly stroking his cheeks with his thumbs and Taemin starts to giggle embarrassed.
“How was your concert?” Jinki just wants to talk with the boy before he totally loses control.
It makes the blonde chuckle as if Jinki told a poor joke. “We're going to rule to world.” Taemin drags Jinki's hands carefully from his face and closes the distances between them.
They both come closer to where their lips belong.
Taemin lets his hands wander over Jinki's body and pushes him against the door. A soft groan escapes Jinki's mouth as it is still on the blonde's. The latter lets go of Jinki's lips and it makes the older one moan a little. Taemin only looks for a second at Jinki with a smirk and starts to nibble at the older one's ear. “Let's make it a long night.” he whispers and bites softly.
After fighting for dominance in kissing, Jinki pushes Taemin on the bed. The blonde already lost his shirt and his half long hair is spread around his head on the blankets. Jinki watches the younger boy with a smirk.
“Come on big boy” Taemin says flirty while pushing himself up on his elbows.
Jinki puts one knee between Taemin on the bed and hoovers over.
“I'll never let you forget this night” he whispers, while ghosting with one hand over the younger's stomach towards the band of his boxers.
--
Jinki lays with Taemin curled at his side, his head resting on Jinki's shoulder. Hearing the rain hitting the small window of the hotel room, while morning light appears. It comforts him and it gives him a cozy feeling.
He sometimes smiles when he hears Taemin making exhausted noises in his sleep. When the coming day officially starts, Taemin will leave him. Not knowing how long it takes to see him again. He feels regret that moment, regret of the choice he made. If he stayed in SHINee together with Taemin, he wouldn't have to deal with this.
Taemin starts to move beside him and he looks at the younger boy and sees he's awake.
“What are you thinking about? You look sad”
Jinki turns and gently strokes some strings of hair out of the blonde's face. “You know the answer, why asking?”
Taemin sighs and pushes himself up to hoover over Jinki.
“We can do this.”
Jinki tries to smile, but doesn't really feel it. “I know, but we can do this so much better together”
end
Thank you for reading~
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