Dream comes True
I ran as fast as i can. My stomach didnt work so well this morning, and i didnt noe why maybe because i was so nervous. I always wonder this will happen to me someday and it just right in front of my eyes. I caught the subway and quickly enter it.
“do you think we’ll make it?” Asked me to youngran and yunhee. They were with me, tried to make our dream come true. This was my very first time to meet them. Such a beautifull way that we already made it. They nodded at me. We throwed each other a big smile. Still 5.30 in the morning. Yeah, we could make it.
this is..the bloody damn big picture..kkk~
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“onni...” I called my sister. She already packed her bag and ready to leave.
“wae? If you said something about shinee again i would like to drown you in han river..” I looked at her disgusted and dropped myself on the bed.
“why dont you take me with you... I miss siwon oppa by the way..” She still didnt even look at me. I blew my breath and sit.
“ha?? You always said siwon oppa looked like a cow and now because he promised you about that shinee things you always hang around with him..you always this good to people you recognized worthwhile eh?Ckckck..” She walked over and checked the things that maybe left. I held her hand and tried to persuade her.
“onni~~~... You knew how long i wait for this ryte? Since my failure on the singapore 3 years ago.. I still got the anxiety. Remind me to how much i went to psychotherapist with my friend. I thought i was crazy back then. And now when i got the chance and..those fear..kinda left..why not?”
“my pretty lil sister, thats why i told you not to in love with such an idol. I told you not to come before, remember? But you didnt hear me. I know how much you love them considering how much money we already spent juz because you want to buy their stuff. But..dajeong.just realize lil bit..” She brought her bag over the room and looked for her shoes. I opened her bag and found the ticket to flew to seoul.
“if you dont allow me to go, i won’t let this ticket.” Then i ran to my room and locked it.
“yaaa...!!! Dajeongaa...lee dajeong...neon neomu..*sigh* ok.. You can go with me..”
“jinjja lee min yeong????” I joked her inside my room. I chuckled a lil. I knew she would say that. Beside i already buy my own ticket. Hahaha..
“yaaa...im still the eldest. Stop calling me like your friend. Quickly pack your bag and we go..i dont want to buy you the ticket, you buy yourself..” She said, kinda mad. I laughed crazily i already packed everything actually.i got ready for just 5 minutes. Wore my green pancoat, my blue paul frank head phone on my neck, jeans and my lovely white nike shoes.
“im ready..”
“you already planned this ryte...??Ggaja...” I walked after her and hummed some shinee’s songs. Umm, i bet you know shinee ryte? You dont?? Ohmygod where the hell in this world you live????
Shinee is the most shining thing in this world consists of five shining amazing boys that really...shining, they were so shining til it could make you blind.hahaha.. I already in love with them..counted..for like 5 years now..such a great time. In 2010 i met them. Like i told you before, i failed. I saw them. I did. But i didnt get the chance to at least give them my present.i didnt get the chance to at least talk with them. I went with my besties, kim young ran and kim yunhee..and we wore such a good fun shirt that time, a cute yellow spongebob shirt. Remember the time back then, made me held my chest again. You could say i was lil exxagerated but the time we failed, it will never be the same again. Something felt so hurt on my heart, like being hit by bullet. It was..my very down time.i promised to myself when i finnaly could talk to them i would like to tel them how crazy that time was.
We were struggling with 5000 another fans, and how i got such a sex abuse when we queued up.. Really funnay. Remember all of this, sometimes made me laugh then ended up with cry. Thats why i’d like to visit psychotherapist.
“uljimayoo..” My sister said to me all of a sudden. I felt my face wet. I didnt noe when i cry..when this tears flew down on my face??
“hahaha..did i cry??” I laughed blankly and quickly wiped the tears on my face. Suddenly i felt like a stupid person. It already happened for like 3 years ago and i still can forget it?
“i think i need to call yunhee,youngran and raejin..” I opened my bag and looked for my phone. Call them,..yea i should..
“hello...” Yunhee answered my phone.
“annyeonghaseyo..jeon shinee leader onew imnida..kkk~”
“haha..dajeong..why you call me?? “
“lets make conference call with youngran and raejin, there is something i need to tell you guys..”
“hello..” Already connected with youngran,
“hello..” And then raejin too..
“you know what did i say to you yesterday? Now im in taxy with my sister and..ohmygod..you three really need to go to seoul, i will wait you there...”
I could hear yunhee and raejin screamed happily on my phone.
“when will the event be held??” Youngran asked me.
“like 1,5months again. But you want to see them before it ryte.and yunhee, you promised me you will accompany me to go to the entertainment..”
“yeah,, i never forget that..ohmygod i cant believe it happen..” Yeah, yunhee screamed again.
“ohmygod,.. I can see girls generation, i would ask them what cosmetic they wear..skin food?Sk?Face shop?Ohmygod im so excited..” Raejin started with her sone soul.
“yeah, i leave you with that geniess..so youngran, how about you??”
“well, i will go. Promise me that we’re gonna see b2st too, ok?”
“haha.. Well i cant promise you that. But i really want to spend this quality time with you guys..” The taxy already arrived at the airport but i still want to talk with them.
“me too..” They replied me.
“should we wore that yellow shirt again?”
“noooo...” Yunhee and youngran quickly shouted at me. I could hear raejin laughed.
“we would look like orphan..and remind me to that bloody event..” Youngran said. Sometimes she could be so scary you know..
“hahaha..yeah that damn bloody evil event..” Yunhee added. We laughed. Its always this happy when i talked with them on the phone.
“dajeong..ppali..” My sister called me. I let them talked on the phone.
“ you need to buy the ticket, ryte?” I opened my bag and show my ticket.
“already buy one..” I said. She chuckled.
“you really r something..” Then we go enter to put our luggage.
“dajeong..are you still there?” Yunhee asked me on the phone.
“yeah yeah still here, 30 minutes again i will take off..guys email me when you will go ok? I will pick you on the airport.”
“ahh ok ok..ohmygod, im so excited.”
“wish me luck guys..so c you there..”
“k,.beehh~..” I hung up the phone and smile to my sister.
“so they’re your friends that you told me before?” She asked me. I nodded.
“onni, how about..buy some burger first?”
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I took a deep breath. We were in seoul. I never feel so happy like this. The last time there, wasnt a good one because of the long flight, honestly, i dont like flight time. I saw siwon oppa waved his hands. He still that big,fat cow that i know,haha..
He looked so happy, yeah my sis’face showed that happiness too. This cute fat couple, how can i hate you guys? I love big things, cuz..im a lil big too.
“lets go, i already made something for you to eat on the apartment..” Siwon oppa said friendly. Sometimes, i couldnt understand if he talked in english cuz sometimes what i heard it just korean, his accent made it like that.
“what did you cook oppa?Another steak??I feel to eat steak right now..”
“whoaa..uri ttokttokhan dongsaengaaa..” He said and brushed his hand to my curly hair.
“because you always treat her like that she became a spoiled brat now.”My sister said it while walked beside me. She didnt seem mad, but just kid me. I knew it.
“are you jealous?” Siwon oppa chuckled a lil.
“of course not..”
“haha..onni, you really are jealous arent you? Oh come on, siwon oppa is just my lovely big cow oppa, he is all yours. Mine is shinee.hahahha..” They laughed at that time. My parents already on the apartment, yeah they used to talked with siwon oppa’s parents about that event. You know what it is?? Its my lovely cute fat couple’s wedding.
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“you first..”
“noo..you first..i cant speak korean well..” I said.
“you cant?Then what is me?Im an amateur..”
“youngran???” We looked at youngran who didnt open her mouth since she arrived on this place.
“no..” She answered.
“youngraan~..” We looked at her with that puppy eyes. She still didnt move.
“raejin..neo do.. You got that korean lessons ryte?” I asked her.
“but you’re the one who got us here..”Raejin replied it to me.
“how if we give it to the eldest???” Youngran said. Then we spontaneously looked at yunhee.
“what???Noooo...definitely
a noo..” She shooked her head.
We were here for 30 minutes and none of us got the guts to walk in. I sighed. Considered what raejin said, i should just go, suddenly, yunhee walked first,” we already arrived here..so just go in..”
Finally we entered that big building with a big frameless glass door and window. We went to the receptionist and asked bout it.
“im sorry, where is the shinee’s management?”
“who are you?” The receptionist looked at us like we’re such a bunch of crazy fangirl out there. Fortunately siwon oppa gave me the letter that made us not difficult. I gave the letter to the receptionist and then she gave me the smile,
“oh, this event. Ok. You can go to the left and take lift to level 3.”
“thank you..” We said. I bet my friends felt the same way with me, nervous of course. I could see the nervous smile on their face. I really wanna puke,honestly. Like having this butterflies stomach was not helping at all.
We waited on the lift, and suddenly it opened. You know what creatures on that lift? Yeah its genies. Some of the genies actually. There were tiffany, sunny, yuri and jessica.we looked at them and they didnt even looked at us. Just laughed with the joke sunny gave to them. We stared at them. Ohmygod we were such a really distraction compared to them. We silently enter the lift and the dark situation suddenly felt.
“they are so..pretty..” I said.
“i know..” Yunhee answered.
“really genie eh?” Raejin said. And youngran, she didnt say anything. 4 of them really turned us down.i felt like im an ugly duck.
The light showed us that we already in the level 3. I took a deep breath and walked on with all my friends. We just need to give the management the letter from siwon oppa. I didnt know what the letter is. I’ve told you my korean isnt that good.
We walked over and found another receptionist, of course we need to ask again.then she told me where the office. We walked on the long corridor. Not that long actuallly but it just feel like that. There was a door at the right side. We suddenly peeped at it. And there they were, shinee. With their normal outfit,, danced. I could see the sweat on their body. They looked better, like a real boys. Not shinee that i knew. They look more..nattural. Like the boys next door.
“need some help?” I could hear someone said it behind us. It surprised us out. I was afraid this man would throw us out.
“we didnt mean to peep seriously, we here because of siwon oppa asked me to give the management the letter.” I quickly explained and gave him the letter.
“i knew, he already called me. And he said you,girls are really big fans of shinee,eh? Should we see them?At least say hi to them?” This ahjussi is really a good man. I didnt noe his name but his smile is so sincere and what he said before really made us fly to the 7th heaven. We could see shinee. Finally, for all this years we wait. Finally..
He opened the door and let us in. We threw each other a very big smile. We finally could..ohmygod,they saw us too..
“boys,, “ he called them. They were sitting on the floor, sweat all over their body and they held bottle of water.
“suman ssi~ “they suddenly stand up and walked closer.ohmygod..noo..not now, i really want to puke. I was so nervous. I could feel the blood stop running.
“dont you curious who are these girls?”
“new trainee???”Jonghyun asked. You can say, he is hot. Seriously, one typical of bad boy that every girl chased. With his voice and friendly characteristic. Me and my friends just chuckled in nervously.
“no..they’re not. One of my best friend told me that they are your big fan from indonesia. So, i give them some time to at least say hello to you beside peeping on the door.” He laughed. Ohmygod, it was so embarassing. Why should he said that???
“siwon ssi sister in law??” Onew suddenly sounded. Ohmygod thats me. I nodded. He walked closer to me. Stop. Dont walk one more step or im gonna be dead on happiness.
“i really like siwon ssi “s work. Nice to meet you..what is your..??”
“dajeong.lee dajeong..”
“nice to meet you dajeong..and who are..”
“this is kim raejin, jang young ran and jang yunhee..” Suddenly that shining boys all around us.
“raejin is a big fan of..key and onew.., and yunhee onew’s fan, youngran,taemin’s fan..” I said. Me? I won’t say that im onew’s fan. I didnt dare. I could see that they were blushed.
Suddenly key walked closer to raejin,”want to take a photo with me??” He asked her. I bet raejin will totally fainted because of this happy feeling. Then taemin and onew too.
“so, who you like the most in shinee?” Jonghyun asked me.
“should i say it frankly or no?”
“better be..”
“i like you all..frankly, im sorry but at first i didnt like you, but i love your voice. And i like how tall minho is. Taemin is so attractive for me, and onew’s voice always melting me and key..is really almighty.” I chuckled. He smiled too,
“so, i already gave you the time, so now said goodbye to shinee..”
“jamkam,,suman ssi, can you,,pleasee..take our photos??” He laughed so big and nodded. So yeah, there were us, me,youngran,yunhee,raejin and of course five shining sweaty boys,shinee. There,,posed for this photo suman ssi took.
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I walked in. Now its me alone. I will talked to shinee boys about their performance at the wedding. I want them to sing such a beautiful song for the wedding. And well, i want to make a duet with onew..hahah..*its just my only want ok,dont bother..kk~*
Today they look more fresh. Well, not full of sweat like before. I looked at them and saw key wore the cute shirt.
“really cute. Where did you buy?” I asked him. While the others played with the keyboard.
“some fan gave me on the fansign..” He said. I didnt noe but what did he say reminded me. This hurt feeling and how dissapointed i was. The anxiety came through me so faast suddenly. I fell to sit and start to held my chest. Im okay, i would be okay. Thats okay.
Key held my shoulder,”are you okay?”
“your face is so pale..” Taemin murmured.
“should we go to hospital?” Minho said. Onew and jonghyun looked at me nervously and shocked. Maybe they afraid that i will be dead here.
“you dunno how it feels like? You dunno how it feels like being pushed around with 5000 people! You dunno how it feels like running from the level 1 to level 5 over and over again and being hit by people ! You dunno how it feels like when you almost succes to get your dream but it dont happen! You dunno how it feels so hard just to see you and give you some presents..you dunno how it feels like being so hurt like bullet on your heart for years..and keep remaining to go to psychotherapist!!You dunno how it feels like when everytime you alone you always cry and feel scared!Do you noe how many girls cried because of yoouuuuu??How many girls feel the same way with me???” I suddenly screamed. All my tears burst out in one moment.i didnt mean to talk in english but it all just burst out like that.
“are you talking about us?” Onew whispered. He looked at me full of fear. Im exhibitionist maybe he thought.
I keep cry but didnt say anything. I tried to stop confessed this hurt feeling. I tried to. They keep silent. And suddenly key held my shoulder and brought me to sit relax. He gave me a bottle of water.
“i dunno what happened before, but for all of that..we are so sorry.. We didnt mean that..” Key said to me tenderly. It made my tears burst more. I never knew that they would be so kind like this.
“its so hard to be fangirl,isnt it?” Taemin asked me.
“and i kinda regret that im shinee’s fan..hahaha..considering youre not angels like i imagined before..” I laughed while wiped my tears on my face.
“after cry and now she’s laughing..museowoyo..you know..” Minho said with smile on his face.
“i never know that we have a lot of fans..that sacrifice things like that..and feel like that..im so sorry..” Onew said to me. I could see his fear on his eyes.
“thats okay. I just promised myself that someday if i have chance to talk with you guys i will tell you..you know when i queued up i got sex abuse??”
“really???” Taemin bulged his eyes.
“someone touch your boobs or sneak out to..” Jonghyun said fiercely.
“well, not exactly like that..just there was this man. He stand behind me but it was so crowded so his junior on my ass, it was really suck. I moved to the left, he moved too. Fortunately a girl that i didnt noe who she is pulled me over so i free.youngran too, she stand up with held her bag, so she bended her waist for hours after that she walked like ahjumma.hahha..”
“whoaa..you girls must been so..strong that time. Im sorry i didnt noe..” Jonghyun said.
“thats okay. The feeling is almost gone. Now im happy at least i can tell you the story. So lets focus with the wedding song..taemin, i hope you’ll play the canon song in piano as good as possible ok?? He nodded and smiled.
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Finally the day is come.i was the wedding planner. Haha, you know what is the concept? Dont blame me.. Im one of a fairytale shipper. So i made it like cinderella and stuff. With all the floweres on the garden and the complicated dress. With a flower hat if you want.kk~
My sister wore that beautiful white dress. She is like some of the fairy tale’s princess. And i saw siwon oppa ddo, he is so handsome with that suit. I looked at my parents and my another sister. My dad, i never see him so quite like this. I knew why, he couldnt speak korean. And my mum, she is so beautiful with the hanbok.my parents wore hanbok and siwon’s oppa parents wore batik. Haha..such a funny things, isnt it??
Shinee boys sang marry you by hot, well with a little arrangement. I made it with jonghyun and onew. Little jazzy and slow. Then the vow’s time. I really happy to see them like that. Finnaly, they’re getting married. And right after the vow is my time, duet with onew.
I was so nervous but suddenly onew held my hand and gave me his big smile.
“look at me, relax. We can do it right? Do it for your sister..” He said. He just made me nervous more, but then we went to the sing spot.
“a big surprise from bride’s daughter to her sister..lee dajeong and onew with from this moment..” The host said so. I took a deep breath and looked at onew. Smiled.
(dajeong)from this moment, .life has begun
(onew)from this moment, .you are the one
(dajeong)right beside you (both)is where i belong
From this moment on..
(onew)from this moment, i have been blessed
(dajeong)i live only for your happiness
(onew)and for your love (both)i’d give my last breath
From this moment on
(dajeong)i’d give my hand to you with all my heart
(onew) i cant wait to live my life with you i cant wait to start
(both)you and i will never be apart
My dreams.. Came true.. Because.. Of you..
(dajeong)from this moment (both)as long as i live
I will love you
I promise you this
There is nothing i wouldn’t give
From this moment on..oohh~...
(dajeong)you’re the reason i believe in love
(onew)and your the answer to my prayers from up above
(both)all we need is just the two of us
My dreams .. Came true.. Because.. Of you..
From this moment..
As long as i live i will love you..
I promise you this
There is nothing i wouldnt give
From this moment
(dajeong)i will love you
(onew)i will love you
(dajeong)as long as i live
(both)from this moment on..
The music ended. Everyone gave me and onew standing applause. I looked at my 3 friends there, laughed with a happy face. Then i saw key,taemin.jonghyun and minho smiled at us. I feel so gratefull. I never knew that my dream will be come true like this, i never knew that i will ever sing with him like this, never knew that shinee will know me. And one thing is for sure, when you believe on something, keep believe it. There is nothing impossible. All that ever happened to me, miracle that i never thought i would be, now happen right in front of me. There is no something impossible.believe me. There’ll be a miracle when you believe.
swear to me you won't laugh..at first i really didnt want to post it..or tag you..but..you made me ..lol..anyway..they are really close to us now..i bet you all knew where they are right now..
onew in wedding party^^
“do you think we’ll make it?” Asked me to youngran and yunhee. They were with me, tried to make our dream come true. This was my very first time to meet them. Such a beautifull way that we already made it. They nodded at me. We throwed each other a big smile. Still 5.30 in the morning. Yeah, we could make it.
this is..the bloody damn big picture..kkk~
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“onni...” I called my sister. She already packed her bag and ready to leave.
“wae? If you said something about shinee again i would like to drown you in han river..” I looked at her disgusted and dropped myself on the bed.
“why dont you take me with you... I miss siwon oppa by the way..” She still didnt even look at me. I blew my breath and sit.
“ha?? You always said siwon oppa looked like a cow and now because he promised you about that shinee things you always hang around with him..you always this good to people you recognized worthwhile eh?Ckckck..” She walked over and checked the things that maybe left. I held her hand and tried to persuade her.
“onni~~~... You knew how long i wait for this ryte? Since my failure on the singapore 3 years ago.. I still got the anxiety. Remind me to how much i went to psychotherapist with my friend. I thought i was crazy back then. And now when i got the chance and..those fear..kinda left..why not?”
“my pretty lil sister, thats why i told you not to in love with such an idol. I told you not to come before, remember? But you didnt hear me. I know how much you love them considering how much money we already spent juz because you want to buy their stuff. But..dajeong.just realize lil bit..” She brought her bag over the room and looked for her shoes. I opened her bag and found the ticket to flew to seoul.
“if you dont allow me to go, i won’t let this ticket.” Then i ran to my room and locked it.
“yaaa...!!! Dajeongaa...lee dajeong...neon neomu..*sigh* ok.. You can go with me..”
“jinjja lee min yeong????” I joked her inside my room. I chuckled a lil. I knew she would say that. Beside i already buy my own ticket. Hahaha..
“yaaa...im still the eldest. Stop calling me like your friend. Quickly pack your bag and we go..i dont want to buy you the ticket, you buy yourself..” She said, kinda mad. I laughed crazily i already packed everything actually.i got ready for just 5 minutes. Wore my green pancoat, my blue paul frank head phone on my neck, jeans and my lovely white nike shoes.
“im ready..”
“you already planned this ryte...??Ggaja...” I walked after her and hummed some shinee’s songs. Umm, i bet you know shinee ryte? You dont?? Ohmygod where the hell in this world you live????
Shinee is the most shining thing in this world consists of five shining amazing boys that really...shining, they were so shining til it could make you blind.hahaha.. I already in love with them..counted..for like 5 years now..such a great time. In 2010 i met them. Like i told you before, i failed. I saw them. I did. But i didnt get the chance to at least give them my present.i didnt get the chance to at least talk with them. I went with my besties, kim young ran and kim yunhee..and we wore such a good fun shirt that time, a cute yellow spongebob shirt. Remember the time back then, made me held my chest again. You could say i was lil exxagerated but the time we failed, it will never be the same again. Something felt so hurt on my heart, like being hit by bullet. It was..my very down time.i promised to myself when i finnaly could talk to them i would like to tel them how crazy that time was.
We were struggling with 5000 another fans, and how i got such a sex abuse when we queued up.. Really funnay. Remember all of this, sometimes made me laugh then ended up with cry. Thats why i’d like to visit psychotherapist.
“uljimayoo..” My sister said to me all of a sudden. I felt my face wet. I didnt noe when i cry..when this tears flew down on my face??
“hahaha..did i cry??” I laughed blankly and quickly wiped the tears on my face. Suddenly i felt like a stupid person. It already happened for like 3 years ago and i still can forget it?
“i think i need to call yunhee,youngran and raejin..” I opened my bag and looked for my phone. Call them,..yea i should..
“hello...” Yunhee answered my phone.
“annyeonghaseyo..jeon shinee leader onew imnida..kkk~”
“haha..dajeong..why you call me?? “
“lets make conference call with youngran and raejin, there is something i need to tell you guys..”
“hello..” Already connected with youngran,
“hello..” And then raejin too..
“you know what did i say to you yesterday? Now im in taxy with my sister and..ohmygod..you three really need to go to seoul, i will wait you there...”
I could hear yunhee and raejin screamed happily on my phone.
“when will the event be held??” Youngran asked me.
“like 1,5months again. But you want to see them before it ryte.and yunhee, you promised me you will accompany me to go to the entertainment..”
“yeah,, i never forget that..ohmygod i cant believe it happen..” Yeah, yunhee screamed again.
“ohmygod,.. I can see girls generation, i would ask them what cosmetic they wear..skin food?Sk?Face shop?Ohmygod im so excited..” Raejin started with her sone soul.
“yeah, i leave you with that geniess..so youngran, how about you??”
“well, i will go. Promise me that we’re gonna see b2st too, ok?”
“haha.. Well i cant promise you that. But i really want to spend this quality time with you guys..” The taxy already arrived at the airport but i still want to talk with them.
“me too..” They replied me.
“should we wore that yellow shirt again?”
“noooo...” Yunhee and youngran quickly shouted at me. I could hear raejin laughed.
“we would look like orphan..and remind me to that bloody event..” Youngran said. Sometimes she could be so scary you know..
“hahaha..yeah that damn bloody evil event..” Yunhee added. We laughed. Its always this happy when i talked with them on the phone.
“dajeong..ppali..” My sister called me. I let them talked on the phone.
“ you need to buy the ticket, ryte?” I opened my bag and show my ticket.
“already buy one..” I said. She chuckled.
“you really r something..” Then we go enter to put our luggage.
“dajeong..are you still there?” Yunhee asked me on the phone.
“yeah yeah still here, 30 minutes again i will take off..guys email me when you will go ok? I will pick you on the airport.”
“ahh ok ok..ohmygod, im so excited.”
“wish me luck guys..so c you there..”
“k,.beehh~..” I hung up the phone and smile to my sister.
“so they’re your friends that you told me before?” She asked me. I nodded.
“onni, how about..buy some burger first?”
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I took a deep breath. We were in seoul. I never feel so happy like this. The last time there, wasnt a good one because of the long flight, honestly, i dont like flight time. I saw siwon oppa waved his hands. He still that big,fat cow that i know,haha..
He looked so happy, yeah my sis’face showed that happiness too. This cute fat couple, how can i hate you guys? I love big things, cuz..im a lil big too.
“lets go, i already made something for you to eat on the apartment..” Siwon oppa said friendly. Sometimes, i couldnt understand if he talked in english cuz sometimes what i heard it just korean, his accent made it like that.
“what did you cook oppa?Another steak??I feel to eat steak right now..”
“whoaa..uri ttokttokhan dongsaengaaa..” He said and brushed his hand to my curly hair.
“because you always treat her like that she became a spoiled brat now.”My sister said it while walked beside me. She didnt seem mad, but just kid me. I knew it.
“are you jealous?” Siwon oppa chuckled a lil.
“of course not..”
“haha..onni, you really are jealous arent you? Oh come on, siwon oppa is just my lovely big cow oppa, he is all yours. Mine is shinee.hahahha..” They laughed at that time. My parents already on the apartment, yeah they used to talked with siwon oppa’s parents about that event. You know what it is?? Its my lovely cute fat couple’s wedding.
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“you first..”
“noo..you first..i cant speak korean well..” I said.
“you cant?Then what is me?Im an amateur..”
“youngran???” We looked at youngran who didnt open her mouth since she arrived on this place.
“no..” She answered.
“youngraan~..” We looked at her with that puppy eyes. She still didnt move.
“raejin..neo do.. You got that korean lessons ryte?” I asked her.
“but you’re the one who got us here..”Raejin replied it to me.
“how if we give it to the eldest???” Youngran said. Then we spontaneously looked at yunhee.
“what???Noooo...definitely
a noo..” She shooked her head.
We were here for 30 minutes and none of us got the guts to walk in. I sighed. Considered what raejin said, i should just go, suddenly, yunhee walked first,” we already arrived here..so just go in..”
Finally we entered that big building with a big frameless glass door and window. We went to the receptionist and asked bout it.
“im sorry, where is the shinee’s management?”
“who are you?” The receptionist looked at us like we’re such a bunch of crazy fangirl out there. Fortunately siwon oppa gave me the letter that made us not difficult. I gave the letter to the receptionist and then she gave me the smile,
“oh, this event. Ok. You can go to the left and take lift to level 3.”
“thank you..” We said. I bet my friends felt the same way with me, nervous of course. I could see the nervous smile on their face. I really wanna puke,honestly. Like having this butterflies stomach was not helping at all.
We waited on the lift, and suddenly it opened. You know what creatures on that lift? Yeah its genies. Some of the genies actually. There were tiffany, sunny, yuri and jessica.we looked at them and they didnt even looked at us. Just laughed with the joke sunny gave to them. We stared at them. Ohmygod we were such a really distraction compared to them. We silently enter the lift and the dark situation suddenly felt.
“they are so..pretty..” I said.
“i know..” Yunhee answered.
“really genie eh?” Raejin said. And youngran, she didnt say anything. 4 of them really turned us down.i felt like im an ugly duck.
The light showed us that we already in the level 3. I took a deep breath and walked on with all my friends. We just need to give the management the letter from siwon oppa. I didnt know what the letter is. I’ve told you my korean isnt that good.
We walked over and found another receptionist, of course we need to ask again.then she told me where the office. We walked on the long corridor. Not that long actuallly but it just feel like that. There was a door at the right side. We suddenly peeped at it. And there they were, shinee. With their normal outfit,, danced. I could see the sweat on their body. They looked better, like a real boys. Not shinee that i knew. They look more..nattural. Like the boys next door.
“need some help?” I could hear someone said it behind us. It surprised us out. I was afraid this man would throw us out.
“we didnt mean to peep seriously, we here because of siwon oppa asked me to give the management the letter.” I quickly explained and gave him the letter.
“i knew, he already called me. And he said you,girls are really big fans of shinee,eh? Should we see them?At least say hi to them?” This ahjussi is really a good man. I didnt noe his name but his smile is so sincere and what he said before really made us fly to the 7th heaven. We could see shinee. Finally, for all this years we wait. Finally..
He opened the door and let us in. We threw each other a very big smile. We finally could..ohmygod,they saw us too..
“boys,, “ he called them. They were sitting on the floor, sweat all over their body and they held bottle of water.
“suman ssi~ “they suddenly stand up and walked closer.ohmygod..noo..not now, i really want to puke. I was so nervous. I could feel the blood stop running.
“dont you curious who are these girls?”
“new trainee???”Jonghyun asked. You can say, he is hot. Seriously, one typical of bad boy that every girl chased. With his voice and friendly characteristic. Me and my friends just chuckled in nervously.
“no..they’re not. One of my best friend told me that they are your big fan from indonesia. So, i give them some time to at least say hello to you beside peeping on the door.” He laughed. Ohmygod, it was so embarassing. Why should he said that???
“siwon ssi sister in law??” Onew suddenly sounded. Ohmygod thats me. I nodded. He walked closer to me. Stop. Dont walk one more step or im gonna be dead on happiness.
“i really like siwon ssi “s work. Nice to meet you..what is your..??”
“dajeong.lee dajeong..”
“nice to meet you dajeong..and who are..”
“this is kim raejin, jang young ran and jang yunhee..” Suddenly that shining boys all around us.
“raejin is a big fan of..key and onew.., and yunhee onew’s fan, youngran,taemin’s fan..” I said. Me? I won’t say that im onew’s fan. I didnt dare. I could see that they were blushed.
Suddenly key walked closer to raejin,”want to take a photo with me??” He asked her. I bet raejin will totally fainted because of this happy feeling. Then taemin and onew too.
“so, who you like the most in shinee?” Jonghyun asked me.
“should i say it frankly or no?”
“better be..”
“i like you all..frankly, im sorry but at first i didnt like you, but i love your voice. And i like how tall minho is. Taemin is so attractive for me, and onew’s voice always melting me and key..is really almighty.” I chuckled. He smiled too,
“so, i already gave you the time, so now said goodbye to shinee..”
“jamkam,,suman ssi, can you,,pleasee..take our photos??” He laughed so big and nodded. So yeah, there were us, me,youngran,yunhee,raejin and of course five shining sweaty boys,shinee. There,,posed for this photo suman ssi took.
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I walked in. Now its me alone. I will talked to shinee boys about their performance at the wedding. I want them to sing such a beautiful song for the wedding. And well, i want to make a duet with onew..hahah..*its just my only want ok,dont bother..kk~*
Today they look more fresh. Well, not full of sweat like before. I looked at them and saw key wore the cute shirt.
“really cute. Where did you buy?” I asked him. While the others played with the keyboard.
“some fan gave me on the fansign..” He said. I didnt noe but what did he say reminded me. This hurt feeling and how dissapointed i was. The anxiety came through me so faast suddenly. I fell to sit and start to held my chest. Im okay, i would be okay. Thats okay.
Key held my shoulder,”are you okay?”
“your face is so pale..” Taemin murmured.
“should we go to hospital?” Minho said. Onew and jonghyun looked at me nervously and shocked. Maybe they afraid that i will be dead here.
“you dunno how it feels like? You dunno how it feels like being pushed around with 5000 people! You dunno how it feels like running from the level 1 to level 5 over and over again and being hit by people ! You dunno how it feels like when you almost succes to get your dream but it dont happen! You dunno how it feels so hard just to see you and give you some presents..you dunno how it feels like being so hurt like bullet on your heart for years..and keep remaining to go to psychotherapist!!You dunno how it feels like when everytime you alone you always cry and feel scared!Do you noe how many girls cried because of yoouuuuu??How many girls feel the same way with me???” I suddenly screamed. All my tears burst out in one moment.i didnt mean to talk in english but it all just burst out like that.
“are you talking about us?” Onew whispered. He looked at me full of fear. Im exhibitionist maybe he thought.
I keep cry but didnt say anything. I tried to stop confessed this hurt feeling. I tried to. They keep silent. And suddenly key held my shoulder and brought me to sit relax. He gave me a bottle of water.
“i dunno what happened before, but for all of that..we are so sorry.. We didnt mean that..” Key said to me tenderly. It made my tears burst more. I never knew that they would be so kind like this.
“its so hard to be fangirl,isnt it?” Taemin asked me.
“and i kinda regret that im shinee’s fan..hahaha..considering youre not angels like i imagined before..” I laughed while wiped my tears on my face.
“after cry and now she’s laughing..museowoyo..you know..” Minho said with smile on his face.
“i never know that we have a lot of fans..that sacrifice things like that..and feel like that..im so sorry..” Onew said to me. I could see his fear on his eyes.
“thats okay. I just promised myself that someday if i have chance to talk with you guys i will tell you..you know when i queued up i got sex abuse??”
“really???” Taemin bulged his eyes.
“someone touch your boobs or sneak out to..” Jonghyun said fiercely.
“well, not exactly like that..just there was this man. He stand behind me but it was so crowded so his junior on my ass, it was really suck. I moved to the left, he moved too. Fortunately a girl that i didnt noe who she is pulled me over so i free.youngran too, she stand up with held her bag, so she bended her waist for hours after that she walked like ahjumma.hahha..”
“whoaa..you girls must been so..strong that time. Im sorry i didnt noe..” Jonghyun said.
“thats okay. The feeling is almost gone. Now im happy at least i can tell you the story. So lets focus with the wedding song..taemin, i hope you’ll play the canon song in piano as good as possible ok?? He nodded and smiled.
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Finally the day is come.i was the wedding planner. Haha, you know what is the concept? Dont blame me.. Im one of a fairytale shipper. So i made it like cinderella and stuff. With all the floweres on the garden and the complicated dress. With a flower hat if you want.kk~
My sister wore that beautiful white dress. She is like some of the fairy tale’s princess. And i saw siwon oppa ddo, he is so handsome with that suit. I looked at my parents and my another sister. My dad, i never see him so quite like this. I knew why, he couldnt speak korean. And my mum, she is so beautiful with the hanbok.my parents wore hanbok and siwon’s oppa parents wore batik. Haha..such a funny things, isnt it??
Shinee boys sang marry you by hot, well with a little arrangement. I made it with jonghyun and onew. Little jazzy and slow. Then the vow’s time. I really happy to see them like that. Finnaly, they’re getting married. And right after the vow is my time, duet with onew.
I was so nervous but suddenly onew held my hand and gave me his big smile.
“look at me, relax. We can do it right? Do it for your sister..” He said. He just made me nervous more, but then we went to the sing spot.
“a big surprise from bride’s daughter to her sister..lee dajeong and onew with from this moment..” The host said so. I took a deep breath and looked at onew. Smiled.
(dajeong)from this moment, .life has begun
(onew)from this moment, .you are the one
(dajeong)right beside you (both)is where i belong
From this moment on..
(onew)from this moment, i have been blessed
(dajeong)i live only for your happiness
(onew)and for your love (both)i’d give my last breath
From this moment on
(dajeong)i’d give my hand to you with all my heart
(onew) i cant wait to live my life with you i cant wait to start
(both)you and i will never be apart
My dreams.. Came true.. Because.. Of you..
(dajeong)from this moment (both)as long as i live
I will love you
I promise you this
There is nothing i wouldn’t give
From this moment on..oohh~...
(dajeong)you’re the reason i believe in love
(onew)and your the answer to my prayers from up above
(both)all we need is just the two of us
My dreams .. Came true.. Because.. Of you..
From this moment..
As long as i live i will love you..
I promise you this
There is nothing i wouldnt give
From this moment
(dajeong)i will love you
(onew)i will love you
(dajeong)as long as i live
(both)from this moment on..
The music ended. Everyone gave me and onew standing applause. I looked at my 3 friends there, laughed with a happy face. Then i saw key,taemin.jonghyun and minho smiled at us. I feel so gratefull. I never knew that my dream will be come true like this, i never knew that i will ever sing with him like this, never knew that shinee will know me. And one thing is for sure, when you believe on something, keep believe it. There is nothing impossible. All that ever happened to me, miracle that i never thought i would be, now happen right in front of me. There is no something impossible.believe me. There’ll be a miracle when you believe.
swear to me you won't laugh..at first i really didnt want to post it..or tag you..but..you made me ..lol..anyway..they are really close to us now..i bet you all knew where they are right now..
onew in wedding party^^