my JOJO.. yes he is my JOJO.. *chapter 7 *
“really, she is cute. I want to meet her again. after all this time i finally meet her, the one im looking for. My princess key.. “
“jonghyun stop talking. Quiet please. Im tired listening to your mumble.” I sighed and let my bangs fell on my eyes. I could see he was so excited to talk about key.
“but she is soo...” i threw a book to his face.
“ive told you..that the one you think is SHE is a HE.. stop pretending that HE is A SHE..” jonghyun smirked at me.
“noo..no..noo.. mr.lee.. you never know some big secret on this world. Key, my lovely princess is one who get cursed. She got cursed to being a boy but inside i knew he is a she. I could feel it. and i will heal it..then he change to a she..just like in A fairy tale,..i would like to kiss her and she became like she used to be..” he told me the stupid mind of his while making a love sign on the window. It was raining outside and jonghyun was here with me. on my apartment waited for key and taemin go home. I hope they’ll never back home. It wasnt that im jealous noo..it wasnt that. It was because, i felt sorry for luna. Since jonghyun acted weird and..turned to be some faggot. I hope luna won’t realize about his changed side.
“how bout luna,,jjong? Dont you like her?” i walked over and took some beers from the refrigerator. The loud crack voice sounded as i open the cane and held over another beer to jonghyun. He accepted it and looked slightly to the clock.
“i do like her as my little sister.hmm..please dont talk about her, ok?? it’s 1 hour 41 minutes and 37 second before my princess come..i cant wait..YOU REALLY HAVE TO TELL HER THE GOOD SIDE OF ME AND LET ME,..AT LEAST ONE DATE WITH HER,OK?” jonghyun bulged his eyes as he forced me to do so.
“I’LL DO WHAT YOU SAID,ok?” i pretended to focus on the television although the channel isnt that interesting. I was watching sbs and it a story about naughty kids of some family. I wonder why people wanted to have babies while when they’re growing up they will be naughty as hell. Its a bout how the parents teaching them. And i thought i won’t need alot of babies. I just need one.and it could be a boy or maybe a girl. Girl would be better. It could be pretty, like her mother, whoever she is.
“do you think the girl baby is better?” i asked jonghyun and before i could say baby he already answered it.
“of course. I look forward to a baby girl. It will be so much funnier, so much easier. I really like a baby girl. She will have a beauty from her mother key, and have a great voice like me, her father. It will be great.” He always talked with one long full breath that came out from his slight lips, that i’ll never do.
The door clinged and i could hear taemin and key’s voice. With minho of course.
“we’re home..” key said. He looked so happy i didnt know why though. But before i could ask it taemin and minho already said the reason like they could read my mind.
“appa.. you know what, today key-umma got the first place for english speech test. Whoa.. and he’d be superstar in one day.” Taemin screamed happily, still clinged on minho though. Minho noticed every single thing that taemin did and the big smile came out from his face.
“appa?key-umma?” jonghyun suddenly burst in my mind and i forgot to tell him about this nickname.
“it just a nicknames. Its not like you thought. Taemin just saw me as his appa since im good to him and key is his umma since he always taking care like our umma..its not like me and key have a relationship like..umm..couple.” i explained it quickly to jonghyun. Jonghyun nodded happily.
“hello..my name is kim jonghyun. Nice to meet you..” jonghyun gave her hand to key. But then key looked at it with disgust look.
“why jinki-ssi need to explain to you jonghyun-ssi??” key bent his brows and crossed his arms.
“aah..im just his friend. And..i like you..so like, will you be my girlfriend?” whoa...jonghyun was so bang in the middle of his point. Key looked at him slightly and saw him over his body.
“well, i dont like short guy. Sorry i need some rest. Taemin lets go..” key held taemin hand and pushed him to go with him to the room. And locked the door. Taemin and minho seemed didnt want to be separated and they their hand still held each other until it reach their finger. They always this exxagerated, i wondered why. Beside key made me a lil dissapointed, how come he acted like that? In front of jonghyun that already waited for him for hours.i knocked on the door harshly.
“key..open the door. Why you said a harsh words to my friend?? Since when you’d be rude like this?” i shouted at him and waited for the answer.
“i knew the reason with my close eyes.” Minho said calmly. took my beer cane and drank it up. me and jonghyun looked at him with a confused look.
“i won’t tell you, but you better noe..if you dont, then.. i doubt that you have a brain...” he said misteriously then left me with questions on my head.
“KEY????” I shouted.
“what? YOU WANT TO MATCH ME WITH YOUR FRIEND?HOW DARE YOU???I ALREADY IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE,OK??”
“who is it? beside, jonghyun is a good man, best friend of mine..you better watch your behaviour in front of him. you embarassed me..so much..” i shouted at him but then i just heard key cried.
“i think...” jonghyun murmured while packing his bag, “ it’s all wrong. I supposedly not in love with him. since, he loves someone else instead. So i just go. Talk to you later jinki..” he walked clearly into the exit.
“what? I dont get all of this? Key loves someone? Who is it? he never tell me?do you..maybe, know?” actually, i didnt know. Is it possible that key is in love with..me? ah..no..impossible. i knew he is not. And he probably will not.
“i can’t tell you, but i give you some advice, you need to at least notice people around you. Maybe after all this time you got too busy with yourself. Well, its just my opinion.” He held the door’s handle and before i could say chicken he already dissapeared.
I looked at the door blankly. Minho was gone, and i knew he kinda mad at me, jonghyun too. He left me with that mystery. Did i too busy with myself? Did i? And was it all about key?? What happen with key actually. Just because i explained the fact to jonghyun then he all of a sudden get angry and locked himself with taemin on their room. I sighed over and over again. i didnt know what to do. Should i go apologize to key? But i didnt know what did i do wrong??
“key..” i called him. there was no answer.
“key,,im sorry. Are you angry?” i walked closer to the door and stuck my ears on the door. I could hear they were talking.
“keyumma..i just want to go. Why you locked me here with you? You better talk with appa..” taemin keep pestering him.
“i dont want to. I hate him. better now we packed our bag and just go. We can live in hotel for couple of days then we try to find some place to live.” I could hear he packed his bag in a rush.
“key, really im sorry. Please dont go.. im sorry..just stay here,ok? Beside i can take care of you..” i just shouted without even thinking what was i said.
“WHAT???YOU TAKE CARE OF ME?YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW IT HURTS ME TO BE HERE WITH YOU.ME IS THE ONE WHO TAKE CARE OF YOU, NOT YOU!!!” key shouted back at me. at least there was a respond.
“that was wrong. I admit, i was wrong cuz i dunno how to treat you. Im sorry, but why you dont give me a chance?”
“how can i give you another chance?you always busy with your own world. Do you think i dunno that you love your jong..whatever’s girlfriend? I knew all about you.. i care about you.. but you never..” he didnt even complete his sentence but hearing he knew what i feel for luna pissed me off. I mean, noone should know about it.
“whats the matter with you..its not care anymore.. hands off from my private life. Beside she is not his girlfriend. And why should i explain this to you, you just my old friend thats it. if you want to go just go! I never want you to be here though.” I quickly walked outside and harshly slammed the door. i wouldnt care about them anymore, better they already gone when i got home.
.........key’s pov
I was wrong. All that what i thought about live with onew was so wrong. All my dreams with him were all lies. All..
My tears burst out like it didnt noe how to stop. The fact that he matched me with his best friend and the fact that he didnt no..never reply my feeling was stabbed me right on my heart. It felt like being hit by bullet right in your heart. I couldnt even say anything. When he keep shouting then finally he slammed the door letting me go. That was the worst part of my life seeing him so angry and hurted me deeply here. Why did he never realize my feeling. I always tried to understand his feeling.. the moment when he kissed me, when he thought i drunk.. how could i forget it? it was the best night of my life. I thought that time, he actually replied my feelings. How much i care for him..why did he never at least realize what it means to me. i knew he was so embarassed about his true feelings of me, firstly i thought that he loved me too..but then i know i was wrong. He never have a special feeling to me. i thought when i cameback he will be so excited like me, but the first time he saw me, i supposedly noe that onew was already hate me. how much i tried to make him accept me but its all failed, im so tired lived with the one i love but in fact he never love me. its really time for me to go. I didnt noe where to go, just go.. from here..from onew’s life. I noe i supposedly not bother him anymore. Blame me,onew.,.no..youre not my onew anymore..
Blame me jinki..thats okay..im sorry for all the times i spent with you..and im sorry for having this difficult feeling towards you..im so sorry i love you jinki..
I wish you’ll be happy together with luna, the one you really love..
I pulled my big suitcase, alone. I let taemin leave with minho instead with me. taemin couldn’t live without minho and, i need to get rid with all of the thing that could make me remember jinki.lee jinki, i dunno when..but i hope..we’ll meet again when i already let you go.. see you again, lee jinki..
Onew’s pov
I shouldnt leave, should i ?
I sit on the bar and drink as much beer as i could. Did my words too rude to him? did i..really hurt him? did he really mean to go? He got that seoul phobia, so he won’t be anywhere right? Or..maybe..he really left?
I gulped down one shot beer and grinned cuz of the taste. I couldnt think straight anymore. There was this guilty feeling deep down here but i pretended like it didnt even exist. everyone need some harsh words to make them grow up. but, it wasnt about that. i... BRUUUUKKK...
I looked shocked beside me. there was this young boy, one of pretty boy, fell because he was drunk.
But then, i could see the older one beside him have those wild fox eyes. Dont tell me anything i could imagine that. I bet, the older one would rape the younger one? ohmyGOD.. i saw how the older’s hands touching the younger’s ass so lustfull. I gulped down. I couldnt even imagine if kim kibum that i knew, would be like that. ohmyGOD, he was one of delicate innocent boy. Beside if key really left my apartment, he might meet someone evil that would like to rape him or maybe sell him to the prostitute and then,.my key...kim kibum..noo...
I stood up quickly. Throw some money on the table and ran outside. Key, i didnt care if you really hate me but at least when you live in seou; i have to take care of you. Whwther you know it or no..i have to look after you...i have to..key i hope you didnt go..key...
i already finished this story actually.. but time when i finally can online is really pissed me off..kkk~ mianhae readers.. and btw.. i need some beta readers cuz i noe my grammars isnt that gud -______-
well..thats all..and..i hope you all will like it..comment read and like it please...saranghae~^^
“jonghyun stop talking. Quiet please. Im tired listening to your mumble.” I sighed and let my bangs fell on my eyes. I could see he was so excited to talk about key.
“but she is soo...” i threw a book to his face.
“ive told you..that the one you think is SHE is a HE.. stop pretending that HE is A SHE..” jonghyun smirked at me.
“noo..no..noo.. mr.lee.. you never know some big secret on this world. Key, my lovely princess is one who get cursed. She got cursed to being a boy but inside i knew he is a she. I could feel it. and i will heal it..then he change to a she..just like in A fairy tale,..i would like to kiss her and she became like she used to be..” he told me the stupid mind of his while making a love sign on the window. It was raining outside and jonghyun was here with me. on my apartment waited for key and taemin go home. I hope they’ll never back home. It wasnt that im jealous noo..it wasnt that. It was because, i felt sorry for luna. Since jonghyun acted weird and..turned to be some faggot. I hope luna won’t realize about his changed side.
“how bout luna,,jjong? Dont you like her?” i walked over and took some beers from the refrigerator. The loud crack voice sounded as i open the cane and held over another beer to jonghyun. He accepted it and looked slightly to the clock.
“i do like her as my little sister.hmm..please dont talk about her, ok?? it’s 1 hour 41 minutes and 37 second before my princess come..i cant wait..YOU REALLY HAVE TO TELL HER THE GOOD SIDE OF ME AND LET ME,..AT LEAST ONE DATE WITH HER,OK?” jonghyun bulged his eyes as he forced me to do so.
“I’LL DO WHAT YOU SAID,ok?” i pretended to focus on the television although the channel isnt that interesting. I was watching sbs and it a story about naughty kids of some family. I wonder why people wanted to have babies while when they’re growing up they will be naughty as hell. Its a bout how the parents teaching them. And i thought i won’t need alot of babies. I just need one.and it could be a boy or maybe a girl. Girl would be better. It could be pretty, like her mother, whoever she is.
“do you think the girl baby is better?” i asked jonghyun and before i could say baby he already answered it.
“of course. I look forward to a baby girl. It will be so much funnier, so much easier. I really like a baby girl. She will have a beauty from her mother key, and have a great voice like me, her father. It will be great.” He always talked with one long full breath that came out from his slight lips, that i’ll never do.
The door clinged and i could hear taemin and key’s voice. With minho of course.
“we’re home..” key said. He looked so happy i didnt know why though. But before i could ask it taemin and minho already said the reason like they could read my mind.
“appa.. you know what, today key-umma got the first place for english speech test. Whoa.. and he’d be superstar in one day.” Taemin screamed happily, still clinged on minho though. Minho noticed every single thing that taemin did and the big smile came out from his face.
“appa?key-umma?” jonghyun suddenly burst in my mind and i forgot to tell him about this nickname.
“it just a nicknames. Its not like you thought. Taemin just saw me as his appa since im good to him and key is his umma since he always taking care like our umma..its not like me and key have a relationship like..umm..couple.” i explained it quickly to jonghyun. Jonghyun nodded happily.
“hello..my name is kim jonghyun. Nice to meet you..” jonghyun gave her hand to key. But then key looked at it with disgust look.
“why jinki-ssi need to explain to you jonghyun-ssi??” key bent his brows and crossed his arms.
“aah..im just his friend. And..i like you..so like, will you be my girlfriend?” whoa...jonghyun was so bang in the middle of his point. Key looked at him slightly and saw him over his body.
“well, i dont like short guy. Sorry i need some rest. Taemin lets go..” key held taemin hand and pushed him to go with him to the room. And locked the door. Taemin and minho seemed didnt want to be separated and they their hand still held each other until it reach their finger. They always this exxagerated, i wondered why. Beside key made me a lil dissapointed, how come he acted like that? In front of jonghyun that already waited for him for hours.i knocked on the door harshly.
“key..open the door. Why you said a harsh words to my friend?? Since when you’d be rude like this?” i shouted at him and waited for the answer.
“i knew the reason with my close eyes.” Minho said calmly. took my beer cane and drank it up. me and jonghyun looked at him with a confused look.
“i won’t tell you, but you better noe..if you dont, then.. i doubt that you have a brain...” he said misteriously then left me with questions on my head.
“KEY????” I shouted.
“what? YOU WANT TO MATCH ME WITH YOUR FRIEND?HOW DARE YOU???I ALREADY IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE,OK??”
“who is it? beside, jonghyun is a good man, best friend of mine..you better watch your behaviour in front of him. you embarassed me..so much..” i shouted at him but then i just heard key cried.
“i think...” jonghyun murmured while packing his bag, “ it’s all wrong. I supposedly not in love with him. since, he loves someone else instead. So i just go. Talk to you later jinki..” he walked clearly into the exit.
“what? I dont get all of this? Key loves someone? Who is it? he never tell me?do you..maybe, know?” actually, i didnt know. Is it possible that key is in love with..me? ah..no..impossible. i knew he is not. And he probably will not.
“i can’t tell you, but i give you some advice, you need to at least notice people around you. Maybe after all this time you got too busy with yourself. Well, its just my opinion.” He held the door’s handle and before i could say chicken he already dissapeared.
I looked at the door blankly. Minho was gone, and i knew he kinda mad at me, jonghyun too. He left me with that mystery. Did i too busy with myself? Did i? And was it all about key?? What happen with key actually. Just because i explained the fact to jonghyun then he all of a sudden get angry and locked himself with taemin on their room. I sighed over and over again. i didnt know what to do. Should i go apologize to key? But i didnt know what did i do wrong??
“key..” i called him. there was no answer.
“key,,im sorry. Are you angry?” i walked closer to the door and stuck my ears on the door. I could hear they were talking.
“keyumma..i just want to go. Why you locked me here with you? You better talk with appa..” taemin keep pestering him.
“i dont want to. I hate him. better now we packed our bag and just go. We can live in hotel for couple of days then we try to find some place to live.” I could hear he packed his bag in a rush.
“key, really im sorry. Please dont go.. im sorry..just stay here,ok? Beside i can take care of you..” i just shouted without even thinking what was i said.
“WHAT???YOU TAKE CARE OF ME?YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW IT HURTS ME TO BE HERE WITH YOU.ME IS THE ONE WHO TAKE CARE OF YOU, NOT YOU!!!” key shouted back at me. at least there was a respond.
“that was wrong. I admit, i was wrong cuz i dunno how to treat you. Im sorry, but why you dont give me a chance?”
“how can i give you another chance?you always busy with your own world. Do you think i dunno that you love your jong..whatever’s girlfriend? I knew all about you.. i care about you.. but you never..” he didnt even complete his sentence but hearing he knew what i feel for luna pissed me off. I mean, noone should know about it.
“whats the matter with you..its not care anymore.. hands off from my private life. Beside she is not his girlfriend. And why should i explain this to you, you just my old friend thats it. if you want to go just go! I never want you to be here though.” I quickly walked outside and harshly slammed the door. i wouldnt care about them anymore, better they already gone when i got home.
.........key’s pov
I was wrong. All that what i thought about live with onew was so wrong. All my dreams with him were all lies. All..
My tears burst out like it didnt noe how to stop. The fact that he matched me with his best friend and the fact that he didnt no..never reply my feeling was stabbed me right on my heart. It felt like being hit by bullet right in your heart. I couldnt even say anything. When he keep shouting then finally he slammed the door letting me go. That was the worst part of my life seeing him so angry and hurted me deeply here. Why did he never realize my feeling. I always tried to understand his feeling.. the moment when he kissed me, when he thought i drunk.. how could i forget it? it was the best night of my life. I thought that time, he actually replied my feelings. How much i care for him..why did he never at least realize what it means to me. i knew he was so embarassed about his true feelings of me, firstly i thought that he loved me too..but then i know i was wrong. He never have a special feeling to me. i thought when i cameback he will be so excited like me, but the first time he saw me, i supposedly noe that onew was already hate me. how much i tried to make him accept me but its all failed, im so tired lived with the one i love but in fact he never love me. its really time for me to go. I didnt noe where to go, just go.. from here..from onew’s life. I noe i supposedly not bother him anymore. Blame me,onew.,.no..youre not my onew anymore..
Blame me jinki..thats okay..im sorry for all the times i spent with you..and im sorry for having this difficult feeling towards you..im so sorry i love you jinki..
I wish you’ll be happy together with luna, the one you really love..
I pulled my big suitcase, alone. I let taemin leave with minho instead with me. taemin couldn’t live without minho and, i need to get rid with all of the thing that could make me remember jinki.lee jinki, i dunno when..but i hope..we’ll meet again when i already let you go.. see you again, lee jinki..
Onew’s pov
I shouldnt leave, should i ?
I sit on the bar and drink as much beer as i could. Did my words too rude to him? did i..really hurt him? did he really mean to go? He got that seoul phobia, so he won’t be anywhere right? Or..maybe..he really left?
I gulped down one shot beer and grinned cuz of the taste. I couldnt think straight anymore. There was this guilty feeling deep down here but i pretended like it didnt even exist. everyone need some harsh words to make them grow up. but, it wasnt about that. i... BRUUUUKKK...
I looked shocked beside me. there was this young boy, one of pretty boy, fell because he was drunk.
But then, i could see the older one beside him have those wild fox eyes. Dont tell me anything i could imagine that. I bet, the older one would rape the younger one? ohmyGOD.. i saw how the older’s hands touching the younger’s ass so lustfull. I gulped down. I couldnt even imagine if kim kibum that i knew, would be like that. ohmyGOD, he was one of delicate innocent boy. Beside if key really left my apartment, he might meet someone evil that would like to rape him or maybe sell him to the prostitute and then,.my key...kim kibum..noo...
I stood up quickly. Throw some money on the table and ran outside. Key, i didnt care if you really hate me but at least when you live in seou; i have to take care of you. Whwther you know it or no..i have to look after you...i have to..key i hope you didnt go..key...
i already finished this story actually.. but time when i finally can online is really pissed me off..kkk~ mianhae readers.. and btw.. i need some beta readers cuz i noe my grammars isnt that gud -______-
well..thats all..and..i hope you all will like it..comment read and like it please...saranghae~^^