SBB 2016 ENTRY #16: AFTERLIFE (8/8)

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Title: Afterlife (8/8)
Pairing: Minjung/bigender!Jonghyun
Rating: R--NC-17
Genre: Angst / Horror / Sci-Fi
Warnings: Character death, gore, body horror, prescription drug abuse, suicide attempt, mention of self-harm, mentions of food
Final Word Count: 74,000~

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[linnhe]

He was just another one of Junghee’s friends, someone to connect with on Facebook, and chat with at a party, but not someone that Minjung had really ever invested that much time in.
minjung is killing meeeeeeeee

“Yes, he did,” he deadpanned. “I was up. All night.”
pls dont tease me with taekey i need to live

he really was up awfully late, even after we--” he flicked a rapid glance at her “--even later than I was. I don’t know if it was just the time difference or what, but he just seemed really restless and wide awake.
1. are they gonna be fucking but not involved in any other way because i don't think my poor taekey heart can handle this
2. IS THIS FORESHADOWING FOR SOME KIND OF COCAINE ADDICTION BECAUSE I CAN'T HANDLE THAT EITHER

The chime sounded for the drive-thru window
this pharmacy was already blowing my mind because these people need to personally convince companies to let people have their medications, apparently?? and now there's a drive-through!!!!! for a pharmacy!!! mind blown everything health related in america seems so tiring and complicated

“No,” her girlfriend said. “I took a bus. I mean, I walked to the bus, and then I walked from the bus stop to here, but mostly I took a bus.”
on today's episode of junghee explain how buses work, we learned she does, in fact, know how buses work

“I wish you wouldn’t do that in the middle of the day like that, I’m worried about you, I know you don’t handle heat well, and it’s--”
on today's episode of momjung, we learned that jung is still momming

“No olives,” she said finally.
disgraceful. olives are essential to pizza

“get another option for dinner, just in case.”
shut up momjung junghee can maybe hopefully do it ok!!!!! show some trust >:|

“Hmm?” Junghee’s eyes were round and owlish behind her glasses as she looked up.
my owly love :(( measuring out ingredients with her beautiful square hands

She half hoped Junghee would come in, just to check on her, just so that Minjung could rebuff her again, to make Junghee feel, in some small portion, the way Minjung felt.
:(((((
poor minjunggie. she's suffering from being human and i wish it could be made better easily but it can't

Taemin slouched in a chair, wearing ripped black jeans and a black T-shirt that had six open-mouthed yellow Pac-Man heads arranged in two neat columns under the words SIX PAC, in all caps.
HELLO MY SWEET TRASH CHILD. the t-shirt, ughhhh he's so sloppy and funny i lov him

okay also i took a nap halfway through the first chapter (i hadn't slept much) and suddenly realize that kibum is probably dating taemin??? since jonghyun explained that kibum is dating now and monogamous. so is he dating taemin?????? i swear to god, if this has been touched upon before, how did i miss it

It seemed false and too bright to Minjung, and it angered her.
MY BAB :( it's going to be okay. or maybe not, actually

though Minjung knew both of them would deliberate over the tiniest particulars of anything they wore.
my fashionable children. the biggest plot twist in this story is going to be that taemin actually also carefully deliberates his outfits to project the perfect amount of disinterest

Kibum smiled at Minjung, but his eyes were wide, and roving, the pupils dilated.
whispers////////// druuuuuugsss

She was the one who needed Junghee’s light. And she wasn’t sure Junghee needed her the same way.
poly angst poly angst poly angst poly angst poly angst poly angst

WAIT HE IS DATING JINKI
so then what the fuck /squints at the taekey

“Yeah, I’m--” she shook her head again, waving him off
no silly, don't do that. he's showing concern. and i mean: it's taemin, king of trash kingdom, who is showing concern. this is already wild. you'll always be on the outside if you keep pushing people away T-T