Conflicted (Jaehyun)

[jungshin_sarang]

*Jungshin smiled as he couldn't stop thinking about Henry. He sighed, though, when he remembered Jaehyun. He reached for his cell phone and decided to call Jaehyun, wondering to himself if they really could remain secret lovers. He called Jaehyun, and waited for the other to pick up.*

-Jungshin

Comments

[giveitupjessica]

*Jaehyun crawled over to his phone and laid back on the practice room floor.*

Hello, this is Jaehyun.

[jungshin_sarang]

*Jungshin was a little thrown off by how formal Jaehyun was when he answered the phone, but quickly shrugged it off.*

Hey baby, it's your secret lover.

[giveitupjessica]

Hi honey bunches. What's up?

[jungshin_sarang]

Hey...

*He giggled a little after being called honey bunches by Jaehyun.*

Are you busy today? I just wanted to know if you wanted to hang out with me today. I want to tell you something.

[giveitupjessica]

Sure. I guess I can skip my usual work out today since practice ran late. Where shall we meet up even though I have a feeling that you're about to dump me.

[jungshin_sarang]

*Jungshin sighed*

Jaehyun... were we ever dating in the first place? You know what... just meet me at the cafe up the street from my dorm so we can talk about it there. Can you meet me there in an hour?

[giveitupjessica]

Sure thing. Gives me time to go shower, I'm a little stinky.

[jungshin_sarang]

Okay. Well, see you soon then.

*Jungshin hung up the phone and started getting ready. He knew he didn't have to be there for an hour but decided to get there early to organize his thoughts. He ordered what he always ordered and took a seat as his usual table.*

[giveitupjessica]

*Jaehyun showered and changed before heading out to meet Jungshin. He took his time walking since he left a little early. He got to the cafe about 10 minutes early and ordered his drink.*

Hey stranger.

*He greeted, taking a seat across from jungshin.*

[jungshin_sarang]

*Jungshin smiled and looked at Jaehyun.*

Hey gorgeous.

*He took a sip of his drink before putting it to the side.*

How have you been? I feel like I haven't seen you in a while.

[giveitupjessica]

I've been okay. I think Yujin and I are over, he kind of just disappeared on me.

*Jaehyun shrugged and took of his own drink.*

And yourself? Things going well with Henry?

[jungshin_sarang]

That's actually what I wanted to talk to you about...

*He sighed and took in a deep breath.*

Baby... as much as I do like you... I don't think that we can be secret lovers anymore... you told me to give Henry a chance and I did... and well... I really like him.

[giveitupjessica]

*Jaehyun nodded and stood up.*

Well then I wish you both the best.

[jungshin_sarang]

*Jungshin started to feel bad. He stood up as well and looked into Jaehyun's eyes.*

Do you love me?

[giveitupjessica]

*Jaehyun looked back at Jungshin.*

I do... But don't worry about me. You just be happy with Henry okay? I'll be okay.

*Jaehyun put on the best smile ge could muster to reassure the other.*

[jungshin_sarang]

So that's it then?

*Jungshin looked at Jaehyun with disappointment.*

I thought that you'd at least fight for me... Because I do still have feelings for you. It's just that... Henry is my boyfriend and well... is that really fair to him if I sneak around with you like this?