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Hmmm. So OBVIOUSLY I havent update this in a while. A lot of stuff has happend. Boys have come and gone. Ahh. Whatever. My life is like, stupid. I dont care if you dont want to hear me complain, dont read any further, b/c thats all this is going to be. Me complaining about my stupid life. My daddys sick. =( Hes probably going to need an operation. It sucks. I just hate it. I swear I'll never smoke& drink, just b/c I see how much it can mess your body up. No my dads not an alcoholic. But after drinking & smoking since you were 12, it just doesnt do any good. ='( & I'm sooo confused about other things. I like someone that I prob. shouldnt. No one really knows who... Oh well. Schools been crappy. Thank God only like what? 2 1/2 months? I dont even know. I just want it to be over. But I'm prob. going to have to go to summer school anyway, b/c I'm stupid. =\ I just hate it. I wish I could be more like my brothers&my sister. Smart. Unselfish. All I care about is myself. And I dont even know why. I just suck at life. I care about stupid things, like what im going to do on the weekend, instead of what tests I have to take that week. Why don't I study when I know I NEED TO. I'm sooo lazy. & I always say I'm going to change, but i never do. I always end up doing the same stupid shit. AHHHH! I'm just sooooo sick of it already. I swear I need to delete AIM and Stupid MYSPACE. B/c that's my life. I just sit on my computer alll day. Like I'm doing now. And still I don't go do my h/w as I'm reading this. Maybe I will when I'm done writing this, but then again, I'll prob end up just sitting online. =\ Godddd.No. I'm going to do my h/w right now. Sorry if you actually read this. I'm sorry my life sucks and i have to complain about it.