Jun 08, 2004 23:27
To think, me, who hates melodrama...am here now, posting away to nobody on this stupid LJ...
DSW: You're just jealous cos all the chicks dig me....and you're all metal and quills says:
i kinda lied earlier, i aint all that good. im kinda bummed
DSW:: im not sure what about tho
Rikku: *hug*
DSW: have been since sunday
Rikku: have you thought about what it might be?
DSW: its probably work
DSW: I even had an early night on sunday...like 9 oclock...i havent been to bed that early all YEAR o.o
DSW: see thing is, at my old job, i was working in one bit, i messed that up so they moved me, then i got sacked
DSW: and i see the same thing happening at this one
DSW: ive been moved onto typing
DSW: and well, if I mess this up, its over
DSW: I dont wanna get fired, I really like it there
Rikku : awww hun
Rikku: I hope things work out ok...
DSW: you and me both
DSW: cos if this fails, im gonna end up at some dead end thing with people i dont like
DSW: it aint fair...its not like im asking too much...its not like i have any lifelong ambition or anything...why cant I just keep this job...
Rikku : :(
Rikku : *huggle*
God only knows why I decided to vent all that crap at Rikku of all people...and for that I apologise. bleh...