Apr 29, 2005 19:15
so, today... went to gathering of nations. it was really awsome. gave me more pride in the part of me that is native.
popped my frybread cherry. ;-)
i've had a lot of new experiences this past month. i mean a ton of them.
it's been kinda fun, going thru most of them.
afterburn's a bitch, though.
damn.... i think i just need to find a way to just pull myself out of this. like... i don't know. something completely random that will make me just go ahead and let zeta take over. just force me to.
*sigh*
it's so weird. being so fucking upset over something that shouldn't have had this big an effect on me.
and at the same time, i kinda really happy. maja's the best thing ever. EVER.
so, why then am i so upset?
*little ball waving*
~demi