alone
I want him. I want him but I want more. I want him plus what he didn't have. It's the way I felt with him that I want. I only miss him because of that. I hate him because I miss him. He's moving to tennessee so that makes things easier. Knowing that I can't have him because he will be gone. I wish him so much luck. I know its not meant to be in my heart. But I still feel the pain. I want to find what I had with him soon. I felt better with it. Seeing people happy in love makes me miss it more but that goes for everyone I guess. I just have to be patient and wait for the one I know is right. Until then I'm not dating. I'll know it when I feel it and its no where near close right now. ARG. It also frustrates me to be pursued by guys I know aren't it. Still sick and weary.