Apr 04, 2005 10:12
This weekend was pretty fun. Friday was crazy though I went with Brook and Josh to Hooters but the hosts was a total bitch so we told her she was ugly, fat, and a bitch!!!lol Anyway things got crazy thanks to Chad, to everyone Dustin was at Brook's house to see me about some pills!!! So everything got blown way out of proportion. Then I went with Jeremy Clary and Howard to White Castles after I stood in the rain... where was everyone we drove around and drank because there was no one out!!!WTF I got home at like 5 in the morning and than my mom made me get up at 8 and call this person back that called me, the person was being crazy and thought my mom was me and asked her if she wanted to do some powder... what the hell! Anyway Saturday was good I worked all day Saturday it wasn't any fun but then I went home and watch the ball games... then around 12:30 Big Pun and Jeremy Clary came and got me. We went to Loucas' but like everyone was gone so we went to White Castles again!!!lol We saw the good girls (Megan and Lacey) there it was so crazy!!!lol Then we drove around and drank and looked for something to get into!! Then I got Brook's car and then Josh, Brook, and I all went to my house around 5 and went to bed. I love ya Brook and any time ya need me I'm there and you can always come to my house and stay!!!
Well I finally feel a little less confused I know I for sure LOVE Brandon and I KNOW I want to be with him and no one else. Even though I am mad at Brandon because he didn't bother to call and let me know he was going to Gatlinburg and he never took a day off work to spend with me on my SB, but we'll be strait he'll do something and I'll forget I was ever mad.lol I did think I liked some one else but I don't he is an awesome person but just a great friend. I still want to stay on my break and spend time with my friends even my guy friends. This weekend was so fun I mean I hung out with my guy friends and it was fun. I love ya Jeremy ya took care of me this weekend!!! lmao So I feel so much better about everything, I guess you just need time to find out what ya want and you defently need to spend time with people before you say you like them, because people are so different outside of SC and away from their friends!!! I hope everyone has a great day!!!
Kisses,
Shina*