I had a great entry going through my head last night, but my brain ate it
Not much goin' on. I have my first bunch of pottery that's gonna come to school with me, but I'm in another class and I'm loving it.
I've gotten addicted to another manga series called Tenshi Ja Nai. I love crazy love stories that have a great mix of drama and comedy. Bad news is that there's only one more volume in the series. AUGH! That happens way too often. The manga-ka could've gotten at least two more volumes out of the type of story she's set up. Oh well, it's a great series and I hope to find more like it.
However my recent string of manga readings has led me to believe that I am in a romance funk. The main thing in all the mangas I've been reading is romance. Well, except for Pet Shop of Horrors, but I am in love with that series, so it's special. Either way. Mars, Kodocha, Tenshi Ja Nai. The main theme has been romance. Why? I have no idea. I'm hooked on wacky and/or awkward romances. Probably because I want to escape my reality that involves a lack of romance (no surprise there. I've been trying to escape from that reality for years). However, here I am.
I'm moody because I'm lonely, kinda bored, and it's really freakin' hot. I hate summer with a passion. Time is good, but temperature usually sucks.
On another note. Yeah, I'm lonely, but at the same time... I don't always care. There are times where I really feel like I'm having a break down... and others where I completely don't give a fuck about being alone. I'm used to it and things will perk up at school. I'm also not a big people person anyway. I should try to meet people, but at the same time I don't really want to. Which is my problem and it's pretty hard to solve when I don't trust people. *shrug* I don't mind randomly chatting with someone, but it's doubtful that I would follow through. Plus I've always prefered meeting people on my own terms... However, even then I dunno if I'd go all out to make friends. Meh. I have trust issues that I still need to work through. I don't want to make friends and then hurt them with my trust issues. I know how sensitive people can be and having a friend who doesn't really trust you hurts and I don't want to do that to people anymore.
Bleh. I don't want to go on and on about that. I need to go to sleep. Though I've been plagued with minor insomnia and other sleep problems. Not sure what to do about it. Meh. Just keep tryin' to sleep.
Speaking of sleep. I should go do that now. Well, go to bed at least. i don't feel like dragging this thing to my room, so I'll just sign off now.
Catch ya' on the flipside, mates!
~Marty / Shin~
I've gotten addicted to another manga series called Tenshi Ja Nai. I love crazy love stories that have a great mix of drama and comedy. Bad news is that there's only one more volume in the series. AUGH! That happens way too often. The manga-ka could've gotten at least two more volumes out of the type of story she's set up. Oh well, it's a great series and I hope to find more like it.
However my recent string of manga readings has led me to believe that I am in a romance funk. The main thing in all the mangas I've been reading is romance. Well, except for Pet Shop of Horrors, but I am in love with that series, so it's special. Either way. Mars, Kodocha, Tenshi Ja Nai. The main theme has been romance. Why? I have no idea. I'm hooked on wacky and/or awkward romances. Probably because I want to escape my reality that involves a lack of romance (no surprise there. I've been trying to escape from that reality for years). However, here I am.
I'm moody because I'm lonely, kinda bored, and it's really freakin' hot. I hate summer with a passion. Time is good, but temperature usually sucks.
On another note. Yeah, I'm lonely, but at the same time... I don't always care. There are times where I really feel like I'm having a break down... and others where I completely don't give a fuck about being alone. I'm used to it and things will perk up at school. I'm also not a big people person anyway. I should try to meet people, but at the same time I don't really want to. Which is my problem and it's pretty hard to solve when I don't trust people. *shrug* I don't mind randomly chatting with someone, but it's doubtful that I would follow through. Plus I've always prefered meeting people on my own terms... However, even then I dunno if I'd go all out to make friends. Meh. I have trust issues that I still need to work through. I don't want to make friends and then hurt them with my trust issues. I know how sensitive people can be and having a friend who doesn't really trust you hurts and I don't want to do that to people anymore.
Bleh. I don't want to go on and on about that. I need to go to sleep. Though I've been plagued with minor insomnia and other sleep problems. Not sure what to do about it. Meh. Just keep tryin' to sleep.
Speaking of sleep. I should go do that now. Well, go to bed at least. i don't feel like dragging this thing to my room, so I'll just sign off now.
Catch ya' on the flipside, mates!
~Marty / Shin~