just another twist && turn of life.
Maybe one day I'll actually be content with my sense of security. But at the moment I don't see that ever happening. My life is filled with drama and uncertainty. I honestly don't know what to do. I wish I knew but everything just seems so out of context && so unimaginable. I'm just sitting here trying to piece this puzzle together && I'm getting nowhere. I just got out of a serious relationship && I met this really amazing girl. I feel a little emotionally attatched already && mentally. I don't know if it's right, if it maybe 'cause I might be lonely && so used to having someone there. or if she's just acting. I'm scared. I wanna get to know her so bad. but she's moving to vegas soon && I don't know if I wanna get attatched but then again I do 'cause she's just so damn amazing. Life is just so damn complicated right now. Please help me figure everything out please. I'm tired of awaiting in this going nowhere dilema.