I woke up this morning and thought I was in Australia. Now if I could just figure out why... Hm. I also couldn't think straight until I went to Dutch Treats and got myself a carton of orange juice.
Then at 10:30ish I helped some girl in my speech class with her notes for our test tomorrow. She asked me to use the word "semantics" in context to help her understand it and I laughed. I never know what to say to someone who says something like "you're obviously a little bit smarter than me." I'm such an airhead sometimes I'm not sure how anyone could say that to me.
I'm all fucked up on feelings and such.
Okay so. Yesterday I was in New Jersey for the day. Kristin came all the way here and I drove us to Jersey. We got there at 4 and had time to kill. We got Pizza Hut then made friends with Tell Me Tell You and witnessed some questionable barbecuing. The Years Gone By didn't even get there until 8 o'clock. I hate them. I love them. They suck. I can't wait to take them home November 24th.
This is me breaking down when...
Jersey just got colder and
I'll have you know, I'm scared to death
that everything that you had said to me was just
a lie until you left.
Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger,
hold me up just a little bit longer.
I'll be fine, I swear.
I'm just gone beyond repair.
(I'm posting lyrics like I used to do when I was a wee little baby. What is going on with me?)