May 01, 2006 08:10
Wow... it's been so so long. I didn't think that I would ever look to this journal, or fanfiction, or anything to do with anything this journal was about again. And to tell the truth, I haven't, at least not much. I don't really look at HP at all anymore. I made a clean break from it, my mind fractured away under the stress and depression and when it brought me no more joy, only guilt, I turned again, and I don't regret it, at least not anymore. I did for a while, though, especially since I felt so bad about disappearing.
But now I've started reading stories again. And found that I like it, even if it isn't in HP anymore. Falling into fanfiction should disturb me, but I've missed it so! Ah, I'm lost.
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