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all i know is that I love you.
work is ridicolous (sp?). they hired about 8 new people, so the hours are cut for EVERYONE. they only have like 20 hours a week to offer to us. that's shit. i'm going to tell them today, if they pull this same shit next week, they have a few options: 1) give me at least 30 hours a week, 2) they can have the day time until about 3-4 and then I will get a second job that can have the rest of the evening from 3 or 4 til whenever, 3) say goodbye to my ass, b/c I'm a damn good worker, and I can't pay my bills with only TWENTY HOURS A WEEK! Twenty one, with a meeting! oh lala. Nope, not gonna settle.
So, I already have one option, available for other work. Mrs. Ava and Mr. Dennis, they need help in the restaurant. Nope, I don't want to work with food, nope, I don't want to take a pay in cut, but humm lets see, I would def. get more than 20 hours a week, and I would have a set schedule. They are only open 11:00-2:30 M-F. That means, I could go to church ALL the time again, Wenesday nights too! And all the leadership meetings! And Ava and Dennis are such good people! They are like family! The restaurant, is like family, everyone there is good loving people! I don't mind scooping food for a better enviroment, and folks that are like family! I really hope Ava considers it!
The only thing with working down there, is that Mrs. Ava says that I have to be called a "volunteer," b/c of tax purposes. She pays in cash, I can handle that. haha. And for the volunteer thing, b/c they don't have workers comp. So if I get hurt on the job, it's my own butt, ya know? I'm completely fine with all this. I love Ava and Dennis so much! They are like my family, and I really do consider them my family! They are awesome role models! I love them, and I want to be able to offer help when they need it!
went to dads this past sat-mon. got shitface drunk. cried. b/c i miss him. god i miss him. talked to him last night, said i love you, he said he loved me too. so where does that put us? haha, i don't know. all i know is that i do love him, i love you. and i want to be with him again and marry him and all that fun lovey-dovey stuff.
then last night, when i talked to him, i got shitfaced blitzed. i love dro. oh wait, it wasn't dro...even better, redhair. i always wanna call it angelhair, is there one called angelhair? maybe it just makes me feel like an angel. haha.
HAVIS I MISS YOU OH SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!
i love you all, some of ya dumbasses i don't...jessica.
work is ridicolous (sp?). they hired about 8 new people, so the hours are cut for EVERYONE. they only have like 20 hours a week to offer to us. that's shit. i'm going to tell them today, if they pull this same shit next week, they have a few options: 1) give me at least 30 hours a week, 2) they can have the day time until about 3-4 and then I will get a second job that can have the rest of the evening from 3 or 4 til whenever, 3) say goodbye to my ass, b/c I'm a damn good worker, and I can't pay my bills with only TWENTY HOURS A WEEK! Twenty one, with a meeting! oh lala. Nope, not gonna settle.
So, I already have one option, available for other work. Mrs. Ava and Mr. Dennis, they need help in the restaurant. Nope, I don't want to work with food, nope, I don't want to take a pay in cut, but humm lets see, I would def. get more than 20 hours a week, and I would have a set schedule. They are only open 11:00-2:30 M-F. That means, I could go to church ALL the time again, Wenesday nights too! And all the leadership meetings! And Ava and Dennis are such good people! They are like family! The restaurant, is like family, everyone there is good loving people! I don't mind scooping food for a better enviroment, and folks that are like family! I really hope Ava considers it!
The only thing with working down there, is that Mrs. Ava says that I have to be called a "volunteer," b/c of tax purposes. She pays in cash, I can handle that. haha. And for the volunteer thing, b/c they don't have workers comp. So if I get hurt on the job, it's my own butt, ya know? I'm completely fine with all this. I love Ava and Dennis so much! They are like my family, and I really do consider them my family! They are awesome role models! I love them, and I want to be able to offer help when they need it!
went to dads this past sat-mon. got shitface drunk. cried. b/c i miss him. god i miss him. talked to him last night, said i love you, he said he loved me too. so where does that put us? haha, i don't know. all i know is that i do love him, i love you. and i want to be with him again and marry him and all that fun lovey-dovey stuff.
then last night, when i talked to him, i got shitfaced blitzed. i love dro. oh wait, it wasn't dro...even better, redhair. i always wanna call it angelhair, is there one called angelhair? maybe it just makes me feel like an angel. haha.
HAVIS I MISS YOU OH SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!
i love you all, some of ya dumbasses i don't...jessica.