Dear Diary/Journal type thingie,
I've had a little time for what happened to settle in, but I'm still just as confused as before. I'm really...glad about what happened. I just wish it didn't have to happen like that. It does explain some things...but to think that he would... No. There's a reason I didn't ask more about that. I don't want to know...curiosity killed the Nay-Kobold right? Or something like that. But like I said. Whatever it was that happened, he isn't proud of it. It's become obvious since I met him that he beats himself up more than anyone else does...and considering just HOW MUCH that good for nothing excuse for a knight treats him, it's a lot.
I'm convinced he'd be a better person if he just had a little faith in himself, and that's really hard to do when no one else has faith in you. I am willing to be that person...because I do know that he is possible of so much. He's...he's....he's just so dreamy. And so cute, and kind (to me at least!) I know I can't make him like himself. I only hope he trusts me enough for me to be able to show him that he's not a bad guy...anymore at least.