another survery
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? drank more than like a sip of sumthin,turned 17, was lead on big time, was sad for months
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? try to be more outgoing and less afraid of new things try to be less selfish and try to get into my religion more
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? distany cuzins
4. Did anyone close to you die? my grandpa
5. What countries did you visit? none
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? a better more healthy body, a job
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? december 20th the day I got my amazing new bf and my first and best surprise party ever, the day we caught saddam,the day of my grandpas wake when i burst out crying like a loser infront of everyone, boars head weekend, alot of things
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? getting over the asshole lol
9. What was your biggest failure? prolly failing my finals...um not gettin over the asshole fast enuff and toruring myself
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? a few colds ya
11. What was the best thing you bought? no clue
14. Where did most of your money go? food
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? homecoming, my bf, my bday
16. What song will always remind you of 2003? "hey ya" "in da club" "one thing" "hands down"
17. Compared to this time last year, you are: older wiser more mature more challenged in life
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? not to much
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? bitched, gained wwight, ate, less of LOSING my camera grrr
20. How will you be spending Christmas? with my family
22. Did you fall in love in 2003? not IN love yet..no
23. How many one-night stands? depends on the definition of that, none i dont think
24. What was your favorite TV program? everwood
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? yes
26. What was the best book you read? none
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? dunno
28. What did you want and get? a bf, to get over steve, a new cell phone
29. What did you want and not get? a license, steve as a bf(which i dont want now),a car, a laptop
30. What was your favorite film of this year? Pirates
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I turned 17, and went to see my bf and see mona lisa smile and to the mall with kelsey claire and leah and i celebrated the days b4 it too
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? getting steve to want me and then being like cya...um getting my sweet bf sooner..um going somewhere worthwhile and doin sumthin worthwhile
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? cute, styleish, diffrent, boring at times
34. What kept you sane? my friends
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? julia roberts and any som
36. What political issue stirred you the most? war
37. Who did you miss? i miss Ken everytime im nto with him, and all my friends when i dont see em or talk 2 em for a while :(
38. Who was the best new person you met? Ken
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003: dont let other people pressure or affect you, be true to urself and always have faith and hope becuase sometimes thats what it takes to get what u want even if u have to wait awhlile
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "Never again. I’ll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine. Maybe when you find out that I’m dead, you’ll realize what you did to me. And if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for me? If I can make myself believe, I’ll give you back what you took away. No, I won’t let it go. Douse myself in gasoline. So don’t save me when you come into the fire. I’d rather die than have to see your smile. You made me swear. I can’t sleep. Realize all these things that you took from me. Smash my heart into dust. Suffocate my mind. Tear at me from inside. Smash apart what you created. How can I ever stop you from crushing my soul? It was yours to begin with." from my steve phase
and in generanl..."I've Loved These Days
Turnstiles Released: Turnstiles
Now we take our time, so nonchalant
And spend our nights so bon vivant
We dress our days in silken robes
The money comes
The money goes
We know it's all a passing phase
We light our lamps for atmosphere
And hang our hopes on chandeliers
We're going wrong, we're gaining weight
We're sleeping long and far too late
And so it's time to change our ways
But I've loved these days"