Stevens lament
I push you far away into the back of my mind
you wont dissapear fully, to my dismay I find.
Its been to long and I dont know why
I look at you with a heavy sigh
I shouldnt feel like this anymore
I wish i knew what my future had in store
you stole my heart one day in may
now your in my mind to stay.
I feel scorn for you in my soul.
why in my life do u play sucha role?
noone understands not even me,
how I even like you i dont see.
Its been awhile, 8 months have passed.
I want this to end, to forget the past.
You came in with a warm spring breeze
with the summer heat my heart you did tease.
when autumn leaves changed so did your mind
that hurtful blow to my heart it did bind.
As winter comes now I feel so torn.
The seasons of my heart transform.
I close my mind and try to hide.
Maybe one day I'll feel whole inside.
you wont dissapear fully, to my dismay I find.
Its been to long and I dont know why
I look at you with a heavy sigh
I shouldnt feel like this anymore
I wish i knew what my future had in store
you stole my heart one day in may
now your in my mind to stay.
I feel scorn for you in my soul.
why in my life do u play sucha role?
noone understands not even me,
how I even like you i dont see.
Its been awhile, 8 months have passed.
I want this to end, to forget the past.
You came in with a warm spring breeze
with the summer heat my heart you did tease.
when autumn leaves changed so did your mind
that hurtful blow to my heart it did bind.
As winter comes now I feel so torn.
The seasons of my heart transform.
I close my mind and try to hide.
Maybe one day I'll feel whole inside.