bam ba lam
oh livejournal!
its been so long!
lo siento!
so much has happened.
i dont know where to start
and i dont feel like backtracking.
so. today was okay. this week has been all right.
school has been stressful. im falling behind.
alcohol poisoning is a bitch.
being a drunk cunt who cant stand up or remember anything
about last weekend 'cept for trying to make out with your friend
who is your new friends new girlfriend is even worse.
work sucks. my car is going to blow very soon.
tomorrow will be a busy fucking day.
saturday is enochas roller derby in tally that i cannot miss.
anthony will be 18 tomorrow and his surprise party is sunday at 4pm.
everyones invited. his mom is buying a half chocolate, half vanilla cake.
i love her. we'll be watching crossroads with britney spears, no lie.
come out to first friday tomorrow. and buy shit. casper and i
will gladly sell/trade/bargain with you.
i just sneezed. ive been listening to a lot of radio rap
and southern rock lately. i dont know whats going on.
i sort of miss my dad. he found out about harmonys wedding.
whatevs.
cut my hair again, too. thats twice for february. score.
i have not applied for any colleges. i am a slacker and i hate it.
what am i doing with my life? i need direction badly.
i just want to help people. no bullshit.
ive come to a lot of discoveries about myself lately.
its awesome, but i still think i lack direction.
with all this new knowledge comes so much distorted confusion.
i just want to make progress! stop being so stagnant.
other than that, ive been okay.
i am tired and i am stressed, but i find reason to be happy..
even through puking my brains out for twelve hours.
i love everyone despite all this shit.
que sera sera ♥
