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My ability to control when I have major emotional meltdowns with my parents is deteriorating quickly. I don't think I spelled that right. Anyway, got finished telling my dad that I didn't love my mum anymore about 5 seconds before she walked through the door. I was shouting so who knows if she heard me. My head hurts. Sighsigh, can't deal with their bullshit. They want me to get out but on the pay I'm getting I'd be hard pressed for money, even if I moved in with Nee and Rachel. I told him that he wants to pay the base of $400 to me each month, then I'd gladly move out of this emotional cesspool. Otherwise, I won't be able to continue going to school with any sort of effeciency. I also told him that it was no of his bloody business what me and Wamu were doing with my money and he should stop opening my mail.
After complaining to my dad for a good bit about stuff and him being okay and agreeing not to nitpick as much my mum comes home and just nails me for everything. Including not cooking dinner. HUUUUUUUUUUUUUH?! My mother is a housewife, and as horrible as it sounds, as she does not have a job, she can shut the fuck up while she cooks dinner for her husband and her daughter while I work my fucking night shifts. She seems to be angry that I go to school and have a job so I'm not home as often for her to lord over me. Or maybe she's lonely because NO ONE LIKES HER!
Bah, I'm sick of this shit. I really wanted to devote today to um.... STUDYING. Seeing I have two tests in my two worst subjects but my parents want me to clean. Yeah, cleaning my parents' house is more important to them than me passing my classes. Fuck calculus, I must scrub my parents' bathroom!
After complaining to my dad for a good bit about stuff and him being okay and agreeing not to nitpick as much my mum comes home and just nails me for everything. Including not cooking dinner. HUUUUUUUUUUUUUH?! My mother is a housewife, and as horrible as it sounds, as she does not have a job, she can shut the fuck up while she cooks dinner for her husband and her daughter while I work my fucking night shifts. She seems to be angry that I go to school and have a job so I'm not home as often for her to lord over me. Or maybe she's lonely because NO ONE LIKES HER!
Bah, I'm sick of this shit. I really wanted to devote today to um.... STUDYING. Seeing I have two tests in my two worst subjects but my parents want me to clean. Yeah, cleaning my parents' house is more important to them than me passing my classes. Fuck calculus, I must scrub my parents' bathroom!