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my my my
don't tell lies
when you've done your show, go to bed
I talked to Jos today for the first time in a long time. She and JPK broke up. It sounded pretty ugly, but I think it's for the best. So does she. Weird how everything seems to happen all at once.
I'm seeing the surgeon on Friday. Hopefully that's fine, I'm fine. I dunno. I have a big decision to make in a very short time. But for all I know it'll be made for me by lots of poking and prodding and spooky diagnostic testing. fuck that shit.
but otherwise i'm recovering, i think. we're recovering. it's been a long time and it'll be much longer before all is mended, but i think it will be ok. mostly i just feel really bitter and angry. oh well.
weird how livejournal tends to bring out the angst in things.
oh well.
fuck it.
don't tell lies
when you've done your show, go to bed
I talked to Jos today for the first time in a long time. She and JPK broke up. It sounded pretty ugly, but I think it's for the best. So does she. Weird how everything seems to happen all at once.
I'm seeing the surgeon on Friday. Hopefully that's fine, I'm fine. I dunno. I have a big decision to make in a very short time. But for all I know it'll be made for me by lots of poking and prodding and spooky diagnostic testing. fuck that shit.
but otherwise i'm recovering, i think. we're recovering. it's been a long time and it'll be much longer before all is mended, but i think it will be ok. mostly i just feel really bitter and angry. oh well.
weird how livejournal tends to bring out the angst in things.
oh well.
fuck it.