Costumes haven't been ordered because I'm very slow at these things. Don't want to risk running into folks and letting my temper/hurt feelings get the better of me. And I'm poor yo.
Okay, so. What we've all done isn't fair. And while I still respond here and there to you, I know I've been playing in this childish game as well.
If we had problems with you, we all should have approached you like adults, instead of little kids. I am ashamed by how I acted, but I was also under a lot of stresses these last number of months and haven't quite been acting clearly to anyone.
I know you mean well and that you're not a bad person at all, but how you approach people sometimes is . . . I don't know, I hate to use the word annoying, really. Maybe, too strong? Especially with the parties involved. I know that I cannot handle someone who is needy. While you might not be intentionally coming off as that, it did to me, at least.
I'm not the best with communicating with people and contacting others. That doesn't mean that I am ignoring them, and it probably is the same with others, so you don't always have to take it personal. I am not the type to message people first. Hell, I rarely talk to Joh, but I still feel a connection there with her.
This is not meant as an attack. Far from it. It's meant as an explination for, at least my, childish behaviours that have been going on.
Sometimes people's personalities just don't mesh. It doesn't mean either party is a bad or malicious person, but how it's handled is sometimes where things go astray.
So, I guess in the end, sorry for not saying anything sooner and this might not make that much sense because I'm somewhat tired. Feel free to do as you please with this.
If we had problems with you, we all should have approached you like adults, instead of little kids. I am ashamed by how I acted, but I was also under a lot of stresses these last number of months and haven't quite been acting clearly to anyone.
I know you mean well and that you're not a bad person at all, but how you approach people sometimes is . . . I don't know, I hate to use the word annoying, really. Maybe, too strong? Especially with the parties involved. I know that I cannot handle someone who is needy. While you might not be intentionally coming off as that, it did to me, at least.
I'm not the best with communicating with people and contacting others. That doesn't mean that I am ignoring them, and it probably is the same with others, so you don't always have to take it personal. I am not the type to message people first. Hell, I rarely talk to Joh, but I still feel a connection there with her.
This is not meant as an attack. Far from it. It's meant as an explination for, at least my, childish behaviours that have been going on.
Sometimes people's personalities just don't mesh. It doesn't mean either party is a bad or malicious person, but how it's handled is sometimes where things go astray.
So, I guess in the end, sorry for not saying anything sooner and this might not make that much sense because I'm somewhat tired. Feel free to do as you please with this.
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