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An update on my life, if anyone's worried :) We're not okay, obviously, but we're getting better :) I mean, the acceptance is there, even though there's still that hollow feeling when you wake up in the morning and Rein's not around to pester you with his insanely high-pitched voice. ^^; But you know, the family's together and we just laugh about how Rein used to eat spaghetti with the noodles separate from the sauce. XD
The burial was last Tuesday, and he was buried with Budi, his dog doll which was originally mine but he claimed as his starting from the first day I had that doll which was when he was around one XD; He could never sleep properly without it. :)
And Avrille and Jasmine came unexpectedly that morning and was with me throughout the day ♥ Thank you, guys :) I swear it meant everything to me ♥
And YOU GUYS. F-LIST. AND TO THOSE WHO MESSAGED ME IN FB. THANK YOU SO MUCH. :) I swear, you guys have helped so much and just knowing that you care for me and my family and Rein makes me bubble with bubbles D8 *LOVES* Thank you so much! ♥
Anyway, atm, it's just me and my little brother at home :O The grown-ups are out in the casino, which is better because it takes their minds off things. They're gonna be back soon though :D Though it's only 9 PM... XD;
So what have I been doing with my life?
→ To start things off, I'm sick. OTL Sleeping for four days inside the funerary, on hard wooden benches, with no blankets is probably what did it. ORZ But you know, I wanted to be with Rein for the last few moments :) So I guess it's okay. /o/
→ Merlin. Fandom cheered me up, still cheers me up, whenever I read Merthur fanfiction :> Speaking of Merthur fanfiction, have you guys read Neither Fish nor Fowl yet? IF NOT. READ IT. NOW. Such a wonderfully written work of art D8
→ HUNTERxHUNTER 303-304. Killua, why are you such an awesome character :( Palm, I would go lesbian for you. ♥ And Pufu, you're the real maniac here D8 BUT YOU'RE SO OBSESSED THAT IT'S HARD NOT TO FALL FOR YOU D8 And b'awww Gon :(
→ Warriors Orochi 2. The game that I was in the middle of downloading before Rein went to Boracay. Warriors Orochi is his favorite game (also his dad's, mine, and my little brother's! XD So all of us understand each other whenever we WarriorsOrochi-speak), and I couldn't finish it because it was 1 GB and had 14 parts D8 I finished downloading it the day after the burial. Rein would have loved it to bits. ♥♥♥ I KNOW I DO D8 ugh such fine piece of gaming material alsdnlskndg ;;;;;
So as you can see, more or less, I'm getting back to normal life XD; BTW. OzineFest, a 3-day anime con, started yesterday :) My friends and I planned on going even before 2010 started, but I'm not going anymore. I'd rather stay home with my family. :) Besides, even though we're not strictly following the 40-day tradition, (we still are, though not strictly.) I'm still going to wait for the 40 days to pass before I go out for my own pleasure :D If I do go out, it'll be with my family.
My friends are going tomorrow :D HAVE FUN. TEXT ME THE WHOLE TIME YOU'RE THERE. TELL ME IF THERE ARE ANY HOT GUYS. SEND ME PICTURES OF SAID HOT GUYS. ERR. MOLEST SAID HOT GUYS FOR ME. GIVE THEM MY NUMBER? *BRICKED*
KIDDING. XD
The burial was last Tuesday, and he was buried with Budi, his dog doll which was originally mine but he claimed as his starting from the first day I had that doll which was when he was around one XD; He could never sleep properly without it. :)
And Avrille and Jasmine came unexpectedly that morning and was with me throughout the day ♥ Thank you, guys :) I swear it meant everything to me ♥
And YOU GUYS. F-LIST. AND TO THOSE WHO MESSAGED ME IN FB. THANK YOU SO MUCH. :) I swear, you guys have helped so much and just knowing that you care for me and my family and Rein makes me bubble with bubbles D8 *LOVES* Thank you so much! ♥
Anyway, atm, it's just me and my little brother at home :O The grown-ups are out in the casino, which is better because it takes their minds off things. They're gonna be back soon though :D Though it's only 9 PM... XD;
So what have I been doing with my life?
→ To start things off, I'm sick. OTL Sleeping for four days inside the funerary, on hard wooden benches, with no blankets is probably what did it. ORZ But you know, I wanted to be with Rein for the last few moments :) So I guess it's okay. /o/
→ Merlin. Fandom cheered me up, still cheers me up, whenever I read Merthur fanfiction :> Speaking of Merthur fanfiction, have you guys read Neither Fish nor Fowl yet? IF NOT. READ IT. NOW. Such a wonderfully written work of art D8
→ HUNTERxHUNTER 303-304. Killua, why are you such an awesome character :( Palm, I would go lesbian for you. ♥ And Pufu, you're the real maniac here D8 BUT YOU'RE SO OBSESSED THAT IT'S HARD NOT TO FALL FOR YOU D8 And b'awww Gon :(
→ Warriors Orochi 2. The game that I was in the middle of downloading before Rein went to Boracay. Warriors Orochi is his favorite game (also his dad's, mine, and my little brother's! XD So all of us understand each other whenever we WarriorsOrochi-speak), and I couldn't finish it because it was 1 GB and had 14 parts D8 I finished downloading it the day after the burial. Rein would have loved it to bits. ♥♥♥ I KNOW I DO D8 ugh such fine piece of gaming material alsdnlskndg ;;;;;
So as you can see, more or less, I'm getting back to normal life XD; BTW. OzineFest, a 3-day anime con, started yesterday :) My friends and I planned on going even before 2010 started, but I'm not going anymore. I'd rather stay home with my family. :) Besides, even though we're not strictly following the 40-day tradition, (we still are, though not strictly.) I'm still going to wait for the 40 days to pass before I go out for my own pleasure :D If I do go out, it'll be with my family.
My friends are going tomorrow :D HAVE FUN. TEXT ME THE WHOLE TIME YOU'RE THERE. TELL ME IF THERE ARE ANY HOT GUYS. SEND ME PICTURES OF SAID HOT GUYS. ERR. MOLEST SAID HOT GUYS FOR ME. GIVE THEM MY NUMBER? *BRICKED*
KIDDING. XD