Im alive...
Sorta. Kinda.
Weight wise... I feel wider around the waist... but my weight seems to hover where it has over the last several months, between 250 and 240, no matter how much or what I eat. Perhaps my body is adjusting my weight and applying it to different locations. I dunno.
Ive been rather quite busy with my job. I really don't like it that much, but its a decent paying job... Which I can't argue with. Although, the job I would've liked to have filled was taken from me.
Anyways.
The other day I got like a.... feeling. I don't know why, but all my mind has been focusing on for the last several days has been gaining weight. I mean, its been in the mind for a while now, but its been at the forefront... Its really peculiar, like a primal urge to eat until I feel like I'm going to explode :D
I think I'm going to go to the kitchen now...
Weight wise... I feel wider around the waist... but my weight seems to hover where it has over the last several months, between 250 and 240, no matter how much or what I eat. Perhaps my body is adjusting my weight and applying it to different locations. I dunno.
Ive been rather quite busy with my job. I really don't like it that much, but its a decent paying job... Which I can't argue with. Although, the job I would've liked to have filled was taken from me.
Anyways.
The other day I got like a.... feeling. I don't know why, but all my mind has been focusing on for the last several days has been gaining weight. I mean, its been in the mind for a while now, but its been at the forefront... Its really peculiar, like a primal urge to eat until I feel like I'm going to explode :D
I think I'm going to go to the kitchen now...