Jul 31, 2006 21:28
so people. thank you all for the fucking great weekend.
i had so much fun. it was love meeting you all. you made me incredibly happy! ♥
the concerts were so great (especially the first one).
so thank you, thank you, thank you!
it's sad that some of us couldn't spend much time with each other. ;___; let's meet more often!!
and sometimes people just behave...ridiculous. they do and say completely different things! XD
but i really did my best to behave almost normal this weekend and to not let my feelings take over.
one thing i learned again: don't always trust what people say, don't always take it serious. AND. don't expect too much. from others and from yourself. most of us (yes, me included) are all talk and nothing more sometimes. i'm sorry for being like that.
LOL. people really confuse me!!
but...it was lovely anyway. *-* being with all of you again. fangirling. seeing one of my fav. bands live in concert two times. having fun. cosplaying. hugging all of you. feeling free, doing what i want to do.
i'm still so dead. my whole body is fucked up. i can't move my neck. i slept 4 hrs tonight. XD but it was worth it!
today i had to pack my stuff, write...something, go to the dentist again and so on.
i still have to clean up and finish packing. (suitcase=14kg already...X__X) and i'm upping the ani-pix @mexx since...2938492384923drölfzig hours.
even though all i want to do right now is listen to b'z and GLAY and ellegarden and alice nine and -of course- gazette and just stare into the air and think about the great weekend (and some hawt people XD) and the lovely two weeks that will follow now.
dreams coming true. and still, illusions and hopes being destroyed. a small part of my heart feels so strange right now. but the bigger part is just happy. i can't believe that this is all coming true. ♥ i'm crying about all that, but it's crying out of happiness.
so people!
tomorrow at about 4pm i will leave to spend the next 14 days in tokyo, japan with my dearest friends thond, pseu, yu and pan! *-*
i think we'll be able to use the internet there, so if you want to drop me a line or meet me or whatever...please contact me through this.
we're gonna stay in ikebukuro! (bukuro-gals, yay! X3)
my music-schedule:
05.08. - GLAY & kyosuke himuro live
06.08. - maybe gazette summer festival
10.08. - maybe b'z concert
11.08. - alice nine live
12. & 13.8. - summersonic festival
15.08. - going hoooome~
now isn't that fucking awesome.
i'm gonna miss all of you. i hope you won't forget me! ;D you're awesome, remember! *hugs everyone*
see you~! :D