+My love+
Michael makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. I love him so much...he's so cute in his oversized shirts and really small pants!! XD!!!!! And he's so thin...poor thing needs to eat. But he's adorable with or without 'extra' weight. He doesn't really need to gain weight. He'd just seem a little more healthy with a little more meat on his bones. (I'm talking about him in the "Dangerous" era. He's still pretty thin now, but its more of a healthy thin. My baby will be 48 this year. My love. ^_^) I can only imagine what it would be like to feel his touch, even if it was a pat on the back or a 2 second hug. And I don't mean in a sexual way, like a lot of these other crazy fan girls do (okay, I confess that I used to be one of them, but I've grown up a little bit now), but just in an intimate, loving, and caring way. They just seem so warm, his hands. He has really large hands ^___^! I bet he could hold a small child with just one hand. I think he has. He's so sweet! I love that picture where he's smiling down at his first child. Sweetest picture I've ever seen.
I know its possible that he's really a monster and he's not the man I think he is. But I'd rather live in fantasy land, just a few times out of the year. I'll go back to reality later. Right now it hurts too much to return to reality. I'd like to live here a little longer, in Neverland Ranch, prior to any allegations or rumors about his true personality. As far as I know, he's beautiful, caring, and childlike Michael Jackson. The Michael Jackson I love. <3
I know its possible that he's really a monster and he's not the man I think he is. But I'd rather live in fantasy land, just a few times out of the year. I'll go back to reality later. Right now it hurts too much to return to reality. I'd like to live here a little longer, in Neverland Ranch, prior to any allegations or rumors about his true personality. As far as I know, he's beautiful, caring, and childlike Michael Jackson. The Michael Jackson I love. <3