Dec 22, 2009 02:39
I've rarely (never?) posted anything other than fics and photos, but I'm pretty sure the rumours of doom merits a post.
GENG is my forever bias and it kills me that there is even talk of him leaving. I can't imagine Super Junior and especially SJM without Chinaman and it breaks my heart to imagine watching them without him...
But what REALLY hurts are all the negative comments on the net about Hankyung and how he is a traitor or how he is ungrateful. We all know what Geng's character is like, how much he loves Suju and his members. This is the man who wore a mask on stage just so the others wouldn't have to redo their dance. This is the man that gave up the precious opportunity to play F4 for the sake of the band. This is the man that donates nearly his entire paycheck to charity. Yes, he must be a greedy bastard who wants more money and will ditch his bandmates for it. Definitely.
There must be a very good reason for Geng to do this, if it is true. Something severe must have happened or else SM must truly be a hellhole for him not to be able to endure it any longer. He is not someone who would act selfishly without thinking of others. And that brings me to the thing that had me shaking in anger. All the focus that has been put onto Kyuhyun's Cyworld entry. As blantant as it seems to be, I refuse to believe it was directed against geng in a way that means Kyu is opposing his hyung and making his stance. Even if it is about this, and Kyuhyun actually wrote it, I would put it down to shock. Kyuhyun would be hurt and scared and lost and he is simply lashing out. I refuse to believe that the same magnae who shares hugs and handholding and piggybacks and snuggles with geng is turning to abruptly and violently against someone he obviously cares very much about. Hence all the comments about Geng and Kyu being not close at all and how Kyu is siding with SM and anti-ing Geng just makes my heart burn in anger.
Enough of this rant, but until confirmation comes out from all sides and this mess is cleared up, i refuse to tear apart one of my OTPs and i think the best thing we can do, is trust in Hangeng and keep the faith!
hankyung