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Nothing speical again,
I don't have anything speical going on so yet again I'll update on here.
I met a new guy from work today his name is brain. I brought him home to meet Ricky and the other roommate. We had acouple drinks, it was nice to relax. That was much earlier today. It was nice to bring a new flavor to home.
Speaking of home I guess the other half of my room, the melissa half doesn't not want me here. I guess thats comforting. I think shes just saying that so I don't bitch about her in my LJ, something about her friends read it. Kudos to them BTW, who reads my bs?... Point being I have to take back my previous statement of Melissa not wanting me here, she just hates me, but I'm ok. I'm not good but she says I'm not bad. I guess thats good maybe after I gave her 100 dollars it changed her mind about how she feels about me. I could honestly care either way, if someone really meant something they'd say it to my face and she said to my face that she doesn't hate me, and thats good enough for me. So I'll just go on that thought right?
Onto better news we went to walmart tonight, nothing speical but its a place to go. Ricky got some undies we got some light bulbs and melissa got a sprite.
Still life goes on, I'm not sure how that is because from where I see it life is over.
Not to be outlandish but Most of the girls that I have met here have been complete bitches. I'm not saying all of them are, I guess everyone is too busy for me or something. It just seems when I try to talk to anyone they kinda give me the cold sholder. I mean thats cool for whatever whoever wants, but its hard to make friends when people just call me weird and destory my ambition to make friends. And still again I don't care, let people judge me. But atleast let me get a fair trial. I miss my old friends and its harder me make new friends than I thought it would be. But I'm sure it will happen, I'm not stupid and the few that know this will stick with me and the others don't need my repsect anyway. Infact they don't need anyone's respect, and then girls wonder why guys are such assholes....
I like that principal. Guys are assholes because of the girls they're with... stop bitching and start a revolution.
Anyway I'm tired. Make my day good enough to post in my real diary... <3
peace nigga.
I don't have anything speical going on so yet again I'll update on here.
I met a new guy from work today his name is brain. I brought him home to meet Ricky and the other roommate. We had acouple drinks, it was nice to relax. That was much earlier today. It was nice to bring a new flavor to home.
Speaking of home I guess the other half of my room, the melissa half doesn't not want me here. I guess thats comforting. I think shes just saying that so I don't bitch about her in my LJ, something about her friends read it. Kudos to them BTW, who reads my bs?... Point being I have to take back my previous statement of Melissa not wanting me here, she just hates me, but I'm ok. I'm not good but she says I'm not bad. I guess thats good maybe after I gave her 100 dollars it changed her mind about how she feels about me. I could honestly care either way, if someone really meant something they'd say it to my face and she said to my face that she doesn't hate me, and thats good enough for me. So I'll just go on that thought right?
Onto better news we went to walmart tonight, nothing speical but its a place to go. Ricky got some undies we got some light bulbs and melissa got a sprite.
Still life goes on, I'm not sure how that is because from where I see it life is over.
Not to be outlandish but Most of the girls that I have met here have been complete bitches. I'm not saying all of them are, I guess everyone is too busy for me or something. It just seems when I try to talk to anyone they kinda give me the cold sholder. I mean thats cool for whatever whoever wants, but its hard to make friends when people just call me weird and destory my ambition to make friends. And still again I don't care, let people judge me. But atleast let me get a fair trial. I miss my old friends and its harder me make new friends than I thought it would be. But I'm sure it will happen, I'm not stupid and the few that know this will stick with me and the others don't need my repsect anyway. Infact they don't need anyone's respect, and then girls wonder why guys are such assholes....
I like that principal. Guys are assholes because of the girls they're with... stop bitching and start a revolution.
Anyway I'm tired. Make my day good enough to post in my real diary... <3
peace nigga.